S.c.r.i.b.b.l.i.n.g.s

MDR| 22nd Dec '11

2011-12-22T17:43:00.000+05:30

How to start writing again?? I mean, how on earth am I supposed to start from where I stopped? And that stop is long erased from memory that I DO NOT know what am supposed to write anymore.

All the people I blogged with, well not all, but most like Artz, Nush, Arun, Esther, Ste have stopped blogging and only Leo, Nimue and Rashi are active. Also, after them came friends like Rashmi, Nabs, Deepti have stopped updating their blogs and are rarely active. The current third generation of bloggers since my time are the only ones active here and believe me when I say this, even they will stop within a year.

Life moves on. People find new hobbies. Blogging becomes least interesting as more vivid ways of communicating and sharing ideas come alive. Only a few stay back. And only a few like me...cling on to memories and hopes of reviving the lost art of blogging without even having a hope.

Phew! Wow whining is my super power it seems.

Anyway, 2012 is upon us. Judging by the way the last few years have sucked, I can only hope this one is better. I am even ready to embrace armageddon.

Sayonara till later. As usual, am running away.
Its FL signing off

MDR| 13th Nov '11

2011-11-13T14:51:00.000+05:30

Just a quick update to let you all know that i am still alive and still kicking ass wherever i find any. Also to all the people who haven't bother to give me a call, may you have loose motion for a week :D

My BB is dying. The keypad is in a state of coma and the screen keeps getting blank every few minutes. Not to mention the fact that the silent and vibration profiles do not work as they are supposed to. And the only calls I get are from my girl, my mother and various assholes trying to sell me something. I need to find a way to pataofy dad into getting me another cell. Mom is always the answer but i doubt it will work this time around.

Enough of mobile talk now. Btw am out of twitter. Yeah, after 35000 tweets, i have decided to give myself a break. Well no, i didn't decide, my mobile did. but what the hell. I spend my days drooling at my book blog or by reading novels. And yeah i decided to get a part time job till i clear my backlogs. Customer Support at Amazon.com. Blah!! Thank God, i don't pick up calls!!

Giving cooking a rest too since bro and bhabi are always home these days. That allows me freedom to play FIFA 12!! yeah baby!!! Okay chalo, ab i am going.

Catch you later. Until then, its FL signing off

MDR| 19th Oct '11

2011-10-19T20:07:00.002+05:30

Why is it that after a couple of posts i run out of words? Happens to me all the time. I feel like i have more topics to talk with a stranger than write about. Anyway, Home Alone period is almost over. Bro and Bhabi are coming back tomorrow. And you know what that means?? Free food!! Yes!!! No more spending pocket money on chicken and eggs and bread and milk.

Its not that i have been alone all this while. My ex-roomie keeps visiting and have the dog for company. Doggie is tired of milk, so i tried giving her cold coffee. She licked it up. Caffeine lover. Brownie points to her. If bro comes to know about it, i am DEAD!

Flipkart delivered a book today. Its a romance novel *pukes* But i have to read it as part of the book reading challenge on my blog. Okay what else? Oh yes, my girl is weird. She tells me that none of her colleagues believe that she has a boyfriend aka 'me', but whenever i ring her up during office hours she tries her best not to say 'i love you' before keeping the phone. Is this a sign from God?? hmmm. I gave up figuring out girls long time back.

Mom and Dad are still not back from their so-called second honeymoon. I just don't want another sibling in 9 months. That would be awkward. Meta! Told Ma not to get anything for me. That means i can ask for funds by the end of the month. bwahahaha. Downloading of tv shows is happening once more. Though i am still waiting for the new season of Chuck and Bones.

I swear to God i will never live alone again. Groceries cost like hell!!! 1 kg rice barely lasts 2 days! And refined oil costs 90 bucks! What the fuck! Also 1L milk for just 2 days! I will go bankrupt within months! Not to mention the bread and eggs that i eat daily. If only father owned KFC. Its been almost 2 months since i tasted a chicken zinger burger! *sob sob*

Ooh gotta go. Ex-roomie is preparing paanipuri. Yeah home-made. Pretty chizz right. Nom nom time. Catch you later, alligator. #fail

Its FL signing off

MDR|16th Oct '11

2011-10-17T14:22:00.000+05:30

Hello sunshine

Laziness has conquered me. This is the third day in a row i haven't showered. or changed my boxers. I think its time. Also, my beard and mustache has grown longest till date. Which reminds me, i don't have shaving foam. DAMNATION! Except these, life's all good. I study intermittently, dividing my time between blogging and reading novels.

Nimue's been begging me to stop doing fantasy reviews :( So yeah, am giving other genre's a chance. Read a historical fiction a couple of days back. That was ermmm....good. Now reading a medical thriller starring Dr. Temperance Brennan. Ooops, heart did another backflip. Gosh i love her!

And yes, cooking too. Without bro and bhabi in the house, i feel like i am in MasterChef Australia without the judges. Brought veal yesterday thinking it was venison. Yes, major facepalm moment happened. Roomie google'd it and learned it was baby cow. So its in the freezer now. I love beef, roomie can't handle it. Idiot! Good news is that while he is here, i can take a break from the nitty gritty kitchen work, even though i have started liking it.

Love life is going great. No fights *touchwood*. Mom and Dad are in Kashmir on their second honeymoon *sigh* Anyway, i told them to get some cool stuff from me. Reminded mom that Kashmiri girls are cute. She just muttered something that sounded like 'men!!!'. Anyway, off i go now. See you all soon.

Its FL signing off

MDR| 15th Oct '11

2011-10-15T16:37:00.000+05:30

*cough cough*

Am a terrible person, right?? I always promise to be back regularly and then like always i don't. I am the master of all disappearing acts. Something that i am not proud of actually. But what the hell, you have a life, i have a life. This blog needs a breather away from you and me.

Whenever i open blogger, i never scroll down. I just click on new post at 'A LOT OF PAGES', do the necessary typing, hit post and voila, am gone. Today, i decided to stay back a bit and browse. So apparently i have more blogs than any sane person has. I have my own blog, "Abysmally Mine", which is currently in a comatose state. After that, i have THIS on-off personal blog that i seldom see. Am the ADMIN of "The Writers Lounge", which is slowly dying despite my repeated acts of revival. Also am the ADMIN of "Darlings of Venus", which is, as the name suggests an all-girls blog. Why am i even there, i have no idea. Though i presume the owner of that blog likes me as am a goooooooood friend. Also i am the OWNER of a "A Lot Of Pages", which as you know is a book-review blog. I thought that was more than enough but then i created another one, "The Naive Chef". Looks like cooking is my new hobby. Oh blame MasterChef Australia!

Talking of MasterChef Oz, have you seen DANI??? I frigging love her! Yes, i can watch repeat after repeats just for her. And mostly because i have nothing else to do. Bro and Bhabi and her sis are home which means i have the entire house to me. Well, not exactly....i am the babysitter for the puppy who is growing up at an alarming rate. So as you can imagine, my days are pretty void of work. And yes, my internet is back and that means downloading of porn shall resume to fill my lonely nights.

More about that later. How have you lot been? I should really visit your blogs too right? Hmmm about that, will do soon. Am losing touch with my writing and losing concentration as well. Anyway, adios for now.

Its FL signing off

P.S| have you noticed the new font color? Should i keep this or revert back to the classic purple of Freelancer?

MDR| 2nd Sep '11

2011-09-03T10:04:00.000+05:30

Good day and Fuck off
That's a new way to greet. Yeah chizz.

So how many of you watched Messi last night??? Did you lot get your orgasms yet? Bwahahaha. Messi and Co. Huge disappointment.

So what do you do when one of your closest friends breaks up with one of your good friends even though they love each other to bits. Do you let them be or do you bash their heads out making them realize what they are doing even though you fully know that you are in the same shit with your girl. Maddy, me and a huge wall of nothingness in between.

Also, my ex-roomie broke up with his girlfriend of 2 years. Looks like she was double-timing him. So he caught her one day and fatak! One tight slap right in public! BITCH!!! I feel guilty a bit coz i was the one who used to tell him that long distance would work. And apparently it didn't.

Nothing more to say actually. Oh my cousin brought a watch yesterday. I showed him an awesome Titan watch and he went and got himself a silly Fastrack! Major facepalm moment happened. Also, i love the new fastrack hip-hop shades collection. Am getting one of those pakka se.

Until then, its FL signing off

MDR| 1st Sep '11

2011-09-02T11:08:00.000+05:30

Boing bOing boing bOing

Am still in the Bodyguard mood. "Mujhe ek ehsaan karo ki mujhe kuch ehsaan mat karo". Waah Waaah. No i didn't hate the film. Infact i loved the 2nd half. The only irritating thing was that huge fatso.

Managed to charm my future sis-in-law. I hope i did. She's so adorable and totally opposite of my almost-ex. Maddy has no intention of being in a relationship with me. This has been clear by the way she is acting these days. Nothing affects her anymore. I tried. I try to call her up and talk to her. I did my best to make sure her sister never complained about a single thing yesterday. I don't even get a thanks. Well i don't expect it. Atleast i expect her to talk to me. Once. Its been so long.

I am running out of ideas now. If i don't try, there will be another fight. If i try, i don't get anywhere. Girls can't just stop everything and move on. They will store these issues for future fights. All i want to do is switch off the fight mode and reboot life again. Wish it was easier for a girl too.

Anyway, other than that life is as monotonous as before. Getting tired of the heat and constant tick-tock of the clock. All i want to do is run away to Neverland and never come back. Being mortal is boring. Being forever young is the new temptation. Chalo, gotta go now. Have fun

Its FL signing off..

MDR| 31st Aug '11

2011-09-01T08:32:00.000+05:30

Hello all, Hope you had a nice couple of days. No??? Shucks.... I had awesome ones.

First of all, belated Eid to all. I was too busy hogging on Subways to wish you lot yesterday. But hey, better late than never. September has arrived. Which means -
1. People will be orgasming about Messi in India
2. I will be counting the days till winter
3. Maddy's birthday is around the corner
4. Me flying back to Chennai

Maddy and me are still in a no-talking relationship. Its like when Rachel says, 'we are on a break'. Well we aren't, we just ain't talking to one other. Love has its issues that only time will heal. Moreover I have a date with her sister today. Bwahahaha. Going for Bodyguard. I just hope its a real flop. Then i can tell her sis that Maddy was the one who recommended it. *evil grin*

Coming back to the topic of skinny jeans, nobody told me its a pain in the ass to walk when the weather's so bloody hot. I mean, i can't even scratch myself when the need occurs. Don't go eww eww now, i know all you boys, scratch. Yep. So yeah, skinny jeans has its bloody disadvantages. But i love it!

Had a good day out yesterday. Went to my ex-classmates place with my ex-roomie. God knows where he stays, its almost inaccessible by bus or rickshaws! His mom was cool until she practically ordered us to eat the green vegetables for lunch. Nobody told us that she's a teacher. A strict one at that.

And i will be making a comeback to twitter as soon as i finish reading the novels i have in stock. After 35,000 tweets, its hard to stay away from long. Yay, am almost a celebrity now. Considering Gul Panag follows me :P okay just kidding. But she will, since she's the only actor i follow other than @iamsrk.

I got the best surprise when i saw i had 3 comments in my last post. Whoa!! 3!!! I hardly expected anyone to read this blog... Am soooo happy *does the hokie pokie dance*. Anyway, i promise to read your blogs as soon as i return from the movie. Keep reading me okay. Seri?

Until then, its FL signing off

P.S| ex-roomie had a breakup. Long story, sad story. Will tell tomorrow.

MDR| 30th Aug '11

2011-08-30T08:47:00.000+05:30

Goodmorningo Bullshito

I just realised that i have lost the art of being funny. Now i am just crappy. Though i still make awesome announcements. Feel like crying when i was once not-so-famous yet famous blogger and now my blogs have been reduced to be read solely by me. This is what happens when a mini break decides not to be mini anymore.

*grumble*

Topic Change. I shopped yesterday. Hell yeah! Also i shopped alone *looks around* See, i don't like company while shopping. I enter, i buy, i come out. End of story. One shop, all purchases. You lot should not let me blabber so much. I forgot what i wanted to say. Yeah, i got myself a sweet black jeans. Wait for it, SKINNY JEANS!! Hell yeah. Maddy and Kang was like WTF DUDE!!! where's your fucking fashion sense. But i was already in cloud nine and making my way towards cloud ten. See, i have a FLAT ASS! yeah, a pretty lil flat ass and skinny goes well with me. Well, it looked good to me when i checked myself at the trial room and none of the chicks at the store laughed. Good sign, right??

Anyway, that's done. Oooh wait, i also got a BATMAN tee...bwahahaha. Gotham City is officially under my control. *confession* i am yet to read my blog list. Have ignored so many blogs just because i didn't feel like writing my own. *sigh*

Hopefully everything will change soon. Miss Maddy.

Its FL signing off

MDR| 22nd Aug '11| Life = Bull

2011-08-23T06:28:00.000+05:30

Life = Bull

Yes. 4 letters. Same meaning.

*grumble* i actually had to browse the older posts of MDR to see how to start a happy post or when was the last time i updated one such happy post. Seems to be this blog has been a diary for the ...whatever!

Good news. I want good news for myself. July and August has been a shitty month for me personally and socially. Cross that. Anyway, after a very very very long time, some of my friends decided to meet me :D yay, we partied. (Just so you know, partying in Guwahati means having cappuccinos or the occasional KFC burger) and that is exactly what we did. Ups managed to click some embarrassing pics of me and uploaded them on FB. I wouldn't have minded, but SHE CHOSE to tag me!

BIATCH!

Tickets to Chennai have been confirmed. No, i couldn't get those buddy tickets from bro's girlfriend. Sad little me :( But i will get them for the Dilli trip. Which will be happening during the Formula One weekend. I was thinking of bring Maddy to feel the madness and experience the thrill of actually watching a F1 car zip by, but realised that we have an almost non-existent relationship.

We have been fighting and pointing fingers at each other. Or maybe, i am refusing to see my faults. Or maybe i know my mistakes and can't do anything about it. Whatever be the reason, this is taking a huge toll on us. On her also, i guess. Though she has surrounds herself with friends these days. AND THERE IS ONE bastard i met on twitter who told her that he was ready to make her forget me. BLOODY SWINE wanted to get into her pants! Nothing is working out. I usually don't sleep at night because i read novels. The last 3 days, i have simply been listening to songs and reading old blog posts and remembering Kodaikanal trips together.

Little does she know how much she means to me. But somehow even i don't have the strength to show it to her. Have left it to faith which is already low. Watched 'Break ke Baad' today. Yeah finally :P No, i don't expect Maddy to do a Padukone. But am no Imran Khan either. Either way, we are both in love and both lost.

P.S| I might not write ever again. Again, i might. This may or may not be goodbye.

Its FL signing off....

MDR| 31st July

2011-08-01T13:09:00.000+05:30

6 months gone, 6 more left.

And with that, we have come to the mid-point of the year. Time to reflect back on the events of the last 6 months and my progress one month at a time. Okay done with that. Not that i have done anything to be proud of.

I completed 24 years of my existence. Yes, Happy Birthday to me. The last six months have been a blur. Raced against time to finish the final year projects and managed to score good marks but i still couldn't pass a backlog. Yeah, not your average Engineer i am. Parents celebrated 25th Wedding Anniversary. Hooray to them. *sigh*

Running out of words and this blog is getting on my nerves again. Bye.

MDR| 27th July '11

2011-07-27T12:59:00.000+05:30

7th day of fasting. They gloominess that had once settled is slowly lifting. Though people still remind of the good ol' days, its nice to see my cousins wearing a cheerful smiling face on them all the time. Even though i hear them weep occassionaly at night, there is little i can do to ease their pain.

When one part of your heart dies, when you lose a parent, these things take time to recover. I am more proud of them because they are so strong after losing both their parents. I hope i do not have to face that day soon. But death itself is inevitable and permanent.

Well everything seems to be falling back to normal as of now. The food i am allowed to eat is actually making me healthy. Thank God for Ghee, which is a must. Very soon, i will be again flexing my muscles. My cousins tease me that on the tenth day i have to cut my oh-so-long hair :( yeah!! My preciousness will be lost. But i can manage that. The only bad thing here is the lack of internet i get. No damn network. Also the constant flow of visitors drive me crazy. I go and say hello and then gape like a retard 'coz evidently i have nothing else to talk about and they have nothing else to ask.

Anyway, all's well that ends well. oh wait, nearly gave Dad a cardiac arrest, when flipkart home delivered my novels. Total bill was above 4300. Thank God, he's home and am not near him :P

So, that's about it till now. People are asking me to go shower and i have been managing to postpone till now. Can't anymore. *sigh*

Stay safe. Until next time,
its FL signing off

MDR| 21st July' 11

2011-07-21T19:19:00.000+05:30

The morning started bright and then the collapse began. I didn't sleep the last night. Yep, finished off a book by 6am and then went to bed after a quick smoke. I woke up to my Aunt urging me to have food as we had to rush to the hospital. 2 minutes after lunch, mom rang up to say he passed away and that she and dad were on their way to meet us.

I was expecting it, but not so soon, not so sudden. I was the only guy in the family name so it was upto me to pay the last rites. And its scary. Its scary and its so hard to see someone lying lifeless. Someone you adores and loved more than anything.

Anyway, i hope his soul is in peace. I was happy to see him smiling before he departed. Heavy thoughts cloud my mind. I will blog later

Till then,
its FL signing off

MDR| 20th July' 11

2011-07-20T14:02:00.000+05:30

Life is fickle.

What do you to when you see someone slowly dying away in front of you and yet you and the rest of the world cannot do anything about it. How do you look at that fighting face and say , 'give up' coz even the Gods have betrayed us. How do you hold on to the memories and fight back tears as the days close by? And yet, we try to be strong. We laugh it off and we try to be strong. For what??? For a few last dying moments of happiness?? Is it worth the pain that's swelling up in the heart. Is it worth the lie you utter do your loved one who will no longer be a part of your living world soon? Or is it better to love them by letting them know that time and fate is not with us.

Humans are fickle. And Relatives are the most dangerous humans ever.

I have learnt not to care. Not about anyone. Because in the end, you will realise, the only time people will love you unconditionally, it will be when you are in your death bed. If you are lucky, you might not even face to see the false tears. If we can't even assure ourselves of love from our own blood, be assured that the rest of the world will be after your blood one way or the another.

Stuck in Jorhat. My dad's elder bro is in a critical condition. I say stuck because i want to get out of here. I am tired of hearing people say why wasn't i here before. Am tired of hearing them bitch about my parents and me. And these are the people who are unfortunately my relatives.

Going out to have a beer later. JUDGE ME?? I don't give a rat's ass now.

Thought for the day is - "Hold me close and let the world collapse"

Song dedication. Yes, i want songs now too. "~~November Rain~~" by GNR. Yeah, kinda suits the feeling.

See you later

MDR| 13th July' 11

2011-07-14T01:47:00.000+05:30

Surprised much? Me too.

Two days in a row is almost a rarity. But i guess i have to stick to something for atleast two days, right? Yeah, so am majorly pissed. You wanna know why? Ofcourse you don't wanna know! Who the heck even reads my blog these days. Anways, am pissed with my so-called friends. See, they know i am here okay. And they are supossed to meet me na? What's the spelling of supossed again? supposed?? oh anyway, no one bothers to even meet up> Nice friends i have. *sigh* So, i will be going for a movie tommorrow. Alone. Yep.

Well, i was about to do that today itself. The movie thingy i mean, but mom decided to wake me up at around 2pm. Wait, that wasn't mum, it was Maddy! Anyway, so that meant no breakfast and hell no lunch! i dont like heavt heavy stuff in mah tummy as soon as i wake up. Dad came for lunch, gave me a dissapointed look lol and went back to office while i crawled around in the bed. Its hard to please my dad, i swear.

Anyway, checked Flipkart. Yay, 3 books have reached. But i will probably go and get it myself. i dont trust their home delivery guy much. Anyway, i realised i say anyway a lot more than i should. So, had momos in the evening. Technically if it aint pork, i dont call it momo, but since there was no pork i had to settle down with chicken. Staying at home has resulted in less smoking :| yeah, i hate not being able to smoke.

You lot, i have started a new book review blog okay. So be nice and follow me there plicccchhhhhh..
http://alotofpages.blogspot.com

Until the sun sets, its FL signing off

MDR| 12th July' 11

2011-07-13T02:29:00.000+05:30

Okay so i have decided to be generous. And also smart. That means from now i will be actually reading blogs daily, instead of reading it in one go and not commenting on any post.

Yes, that's what i have decided. For the time being. Anyway, life at home is pretty mundane. The only thing keeping me sane is the amount of novels i have managed to order from flipkart right under my dad's knows. Around 15 of them, yes you heard it right. And now i do not think that was such a bright idea, because it looks like i might need to buy a new mobile. My BB, my darling BlackBerry is on the throes of death itself.

How, why, do not ask me! So now i am in a dilemna as to what the heck should i do. Today has been exceptionally tedious. Woke up around 2 pm. The only thing i did was to manage finishing an entire novel since morning. Yes people, i finally finished reading the epic 'Sword of Truth' series. Well that's the only thing i do. Yeah took bath too, which i so overtly managed to avoid yesterday. *Sigh* can't fool mom twice

Okay bhai log, that's it for today! woot woot
Catch you later, alligator

MDR| 27th June '11

2011-06-27T20:01:00.000+05:30

Though its safe to say, it isn't My Daily Ramblings anymore, i am having a hard time letting go of it. I have been careless with both my blogs when once upon a time, it was one of the most important things to me. Sorry, two of the most important things. Life moves on and this is visibly reflected by the condition of my blogs.

Everything that is dear once, loses its value over time. We just have to make sure that we don't take everything for granted. Now i am getting emotional. *sob sob* Also i already missed the blog's birthday. Irresponsible father, i have become. *sigh*

Anyways, since its MDR, lets go back to the basics. Am back to Guwahati. Since no one reads this blog anymore, its just a secret between you and me. the rest of the world already know it via twitter. Am loving it here, specially the weather, which is a huge fucking welcome from the kind i endured in Chennai. My friends are here. Well not all, since MJ already left. Asshole went back to Bangalore to be near his wife. Ditched me!!! Anyway, the rest of them are trickling in slowly.

Okay i shall stop here for today. No point writing on and on when its just you and me in this blogging world.

See you,
its FL signing offfff

MDR| 30th April '11

2011-05-31T04:05:00.000+05:30

The sun finally did shine at me. The 14 days breaks changed into 0. And finally, my life started making sense again. Its impossible to think of life without her. More so, in her case, without me. And still she tries, to run away. Man, i am in love with a nutjob.

So after last night's mega booze party at bro's house, we all sat down to watch HP7. Yes, we are that jobless and yes, we didnt have anyother movies. Before the first 30 mins were up, everyone were snoring. A facepalm moment. By the time i slept, some lonely poor soul was in college munching idli's for breakfast.

It was 5pm when i woke up. The sun, thank God was beyond the horizon. Uske baad kya?? facebook pe games and then twitter as usual. Talked to Maddy in between. Everything i garden-garden again :P Lol, she challenged me to a game of online chess. Rofl, my pawn ate her queen up. Bwahaha

That reminds me, i have to update my other blog again. Plus am planning to write a fantasy mini-series with Pulkit in TWL. Hope everything plans out.

Damn, am rusty. Ciao

MDR| 28th April '11

2011-05-29T03:45:00.000+05:30

A day to forget. Day 1 of life without you. And everything goes wrong. Pure luck, pure fate, i dont give a rat's ass about it anymore.

The hardest thing in the world is to wake up in the morning and remembering the fact that you ain't there. So as i dialled you number and found it busy, last night's events came tumbling back to me. Lets get over with all the bad news first. My toe nail got screwed and then i almost bled half to death. Well not almost, but you get the point. Plus the pain. GOD the pain!! Manchester United got pawned by F.C Barcelona in the finals. This was the biggest game of the year. But i knew deep down, when things aint well between us, nothing goes right for me.

Anyways chuck it. I dunno how you are or what you have been doing. Its not easy. When you were there, i had little time for you. i know, my fault. But without being able to hear your voice for a day makes me nuts. So all i do, is keep my sorrows to myself and drink like there's no tomorrow. Also, i made a collage of us. Rang up Mom and cried like the coward i am. Bro and Bhabi are oblivious to what's going on. Bro still guesses something but my lips are sealed for the moment.

13 more days. feels like eternity. Days might be decreasing but the distances ever so increasing. I love you. Forever.

MDR| 27th April '11

2011-05-28T04:56:00.001+05:30

What do you do when the world around you come crashing down? What do you do when the reason of your life, your happiness, your future fades away in front of your eyes? What the fuck do you do when the love of your life tells you that they need a break?

Do we let them go? Or do we fight to bring them back even after they promise you to be back soon. How do i know if she really wants me to fight for her??? How do i know that she really needs me to give her some space and let her be for some time?

2 weeks. That's all, she said.

The night was a vivid contrast to the day. Sometimes i wonder what type of a boyfriend i am. She literally had to beg me for these 2 weeks. I am scared. Yes, i am. I may be the worst example of a guy, but i am scared. She's too practical. she might be able to pull this off. Me?? Fuck! she comes to my dreams every night. i want to be near her all the time, want to wake up next to her, want to watch all the SRK movies with her. But i couldn't keep her safe or happy. That's my problem. i am the lover as well as the villian in this relationship. She's merely the victim.

i don't know how long i can hold on before i burst. Alcohol stopped me tonight. Will it save me everyday?

Fuck, am not going to give up on you. You have to adjust, i don't give a fuck now. Am not ditching you at a time when you are figuring out your life.

I love you

P.S| the rest of the day doesn't fucking matter tonight. its me and alcohol tonight

MDR| 26th May '11

2011-05-26T18:13:00.000+05:30

Yes, i am late again. No excuses whatsoever. Oh wait, i had exams.

Engineering is almost done, but i dont think i would be getting my degree anytime soon. I messed up one paper. Yeah pretty bad, so the degree will have to wait for another 5 months. And ofcourse Maddy is not at all pleased with it. Still she graciously gave me 3 years time to do something in life and then ask her hand for marriage. I know i can do it, but i need to clear this obstacle first. One step at a time.

The last month was a complete mis-match of emotions. After the intial setback of the first exam, i managed to do well enough with the rest. Left my room and started living with my bro and his gal. That meant nice lunch and dinner from bhabi :D nom nom> no more maggi shaggy. Plus the adopted a street pup and i am like her father. yep you heard it right. she tries to jump to my arms and ends up hitting my crotch all the time. Crotching tiger, i say. Anyways, Mom and Dad celebrated their 25th marriage anniversary and i had to fly back home. God bless that lovely couple.

Now i am back to chennai for 2 weeks. No more exams. All i shall do is meet my blog and twitter buddies in Chennai one last time before i head back home.

Chalo, enough bakchodi for today.Catch you all later dahlings
Hakuna Matata

P.S| if you have a crush on me, sorry sweetheart, am still engaged to Maddy :D

MDR| 20th April '11

2011-04-20T15:59:00.000+05:30

Hehe, feels good to be back after about a month. Blogging is getting boring re. Twitter has taken over my life and my time. And i stare at the blank page when i decide to write anything. So how has everyone been? Well i doubt i should be talking to myself over here, when that's the only thing i do in twitter too.

Exams around the corner. Yes, the backlogs that i so managed to postpone till the last moment. And it is around this time that i always manage to blog. Anything to prevent studying. oh well. The day has been pretty boring as of now. Wake up as late as possible much to the dislike of Maddy. Deempi is not here. Its just me and Bonny and the puppy. Without Deempi and bhabi around, hunting for food becomes a whole lot difficult. That's one reason why i like girls in the house. Thankfully, we have two ladies and sadly none of them are present right now. Mommy! i want food. Am a decent enough cook but i really reaaly hate being in the kitchen cutting this and that. Don't have that much of a patience.

The puppy is growing. Before he used to jump at my crotch, now he can aim at my nipples. Oh well, pedigree does wonders it seems. After two days of eating outside and meeting girls, i am looking forward to bhabi's haath ka khana. In case, you dissaprove of me, lemme tell you, those girls i mentioned are some of my blog buddies and a few i happened to meet on a train :P Maddy doesn't trust me with anyone though. hehe.

Watching some shitty movie in UTV. Fuck, the hindi dubbing is getting worse by the day. Hmm...what else? Kajal aka Pink Orchid of TWL fame is finally in twitter :)

Chalo chop chop. am off now.

MDR| 21st March '11

2011-03-22T15:10:00.000+05:30

Whatte life! Waking up whenever i want, no more alarms to remind me of college, showering if and when i want to...munching on food anytime. aaah bliss!!! Staying at bro's place is heavenly, specially when i get to eat bhabi's homemade food :) Bro's a good cook too, but what's the fun if i praise him on my own blog.

Anyways, life has been pretty relaxing. no more tensions for the time being. Its food, internet, maddy and blackberry now. oh wait, there's beer and playstation too :) In other news, am back to twitter. Yay! my Blackberry is working like a charm again. woot woot. Rang up Maddy early in the morning. She was still sleeping. That crafty little girlfriend of mine managed to come up with a plan to bunk office all week. I know, i spoilt her :(

Btw the puppy in bhabi's house is no more a puppy. 4 months old and she's huge now. nearly ate my nose of. well, she loves me too. Was scared when i saw blood on her feet the first day i reached here. then i realised it was red nail polish. Somebody hang me!

So, music dedications and quotes are back from today. Today's song goes back to basics. One of the best rock songs of the decade. ~~Purple Haze~~ - by Jimi Hendrix

Today's quote is - Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail......

Chalo, see you later guys
HAKUNA MATATA

MDR| 20th March '11

2011-03-21T11:50:00.000+05:30

Its over. Finally the sun shines back into my life. The final exams, the final project presentation. Everything aced. College life is over. Dunno if i should be glad or be sad. A bittersweet moment for all us who hated and loved the college. It wasnt until the moment we had to submit our id-cards that it finally sank on us that yes, this was the end.

No matter how many times we were screwed over, i will still miss my professors. i will miss my bench mates, my friends i have come to love and trust, the guys who made classes seem fun. Will miss the amazing college lunch (except the friday menu-bleh its veg!)...but that being said, i will be leavinng chennai soon. and i won't miss this place!

My roomie has already left for home while i shifted back to my bro's place. Atleast abhi ghar ka khana milega. My 32 waist has declined to 26 and now i have another chance to get it back. hehe. Met Maddy for lunch a week back. Apart from the occasssional fights, everthing is alright again. *touchwood*

Cheered INDIA to win at the stadium yesterday. It was an amazing experience. My first stadium match. Wanted to jump and run down the field and click a pic with the god of cricket himself :)
Chalo India won. 3 more games and the world cup's ours. After that its IPL time baby.

Catch you later folks
HAKUNA MATATA

MDR| 14th March '11

2011-03-14T19:20:00.000+05:30

Hello everyone. Its been ages...yet again. This time blame my college for it. All i have been doing is romancing my college notes and hogging on biryani and biscuits. Ooh and yeah, the evergreen maggi. Plus there's no net at home. Pending bills for two months. Planning to leave this place in 2 weeks, so doesn't make sense reconnecting or even paying the damned bill. hehe.

The penultimate exams, coz i still have to clear a few backlogs. What's an engineer without a few backlogs? Anyways, final semester exams are finally over. Finally! Only the project work left. An engiNEAR............yet so far!

Met Maddy today. Poor gal is spending all her money on me. Feel guilty though as am penniless yet again :( Will pay her back one day. more than in cash.

So college days are over. One more day and then they will be gone their ways. So there's a party tonight. There's Johnie Walker and there's weed. Deadly combo, awesome combo. woot woot. A fitting end to 4 years of friendhip in the gaand-maaroing college. Bloody college put an exam on Sunday. Scewed us for the last time. Not again. Love you college, but FUCK YOU TOO!!!

Chalo, the night's young tonight and it starts early for me. See you again in 2 weeks. Keeeeeeep reading dudes.....mostly dudettes :P

Its FL signing off.
HAKUNA MATATA

MDR| 24th Feb '11

2011-02-25T17:05:00.000+05:30

Hey everyone. Life goes pretty slow when the only thing you do in 24 hours is wake up late, stare at your maths book, text a bit, forage for food, check whether your download is till on and then go sleep again. Wish i earned doing these stuff. *sigh*

The final hurdle is near the corner. I would have been pretty happy if i didn't have those blasted backlogs. Looks like i will miss the graduation day, but hey, atleast i will come out with a first class. I always knew i was not made for engineering but then its too late to change courses. I am destined to suffer so that others who read this blog DO NOT make the same mistakes i made. Oh well!

Bleh! Mridupawan Podder (engineer). Yes, that's my name! We always look at our lives and wonder if we could change it. And when we get the chance, we are too lazy to do anything about it. Its true. Maddy and me. we are still together. But we talk less. This has been a horrible month for both of us. Chalo, i hope everything is garden-garden soon!

Not feeling like writing anymore. Just had a whole plate biryani and am feeling sleepy. 45 minutes till i text maddy again. That's when her shift gets over. Catch you later folks.

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 22nd Feb '11

2011-02-23T12:38:00.000+05:30

Just when i was giving up on this blog slowly, someone told me to update. Thanks Maithili :) And it was like a wake-up call. hell, this is my baby! My life as an open blog is right here. I just don't want my parents and my future in-laws to stumble into here. Catastrophic thought!

Anyways, after about a month, visited my college again. Being in the final semester has its perks. But this is also the time when all the proffessors gather together to suck the life out of you for all the 4 years of hell i wrought upon them. Mummy! i need my degree. So like a good boy, i cut my long hair, shave, tuck my shirt in and follow the teachers like their snitch. Oh well! It could have been worse.

Today was model review. And i prepared the report without editing it. Sir read it once, then looked at me and told me to read it loud! i knew i was a goner.
eg. "Bike engine is like a girl. You have to take care of her to reap the benefits". Those and a couple of other sentences in the report was enough to let my sweat flow into some uncomfortable parts. Somehow, with my charm, as usual, i pataofied them.

Phew! Back home, back to twitter. Oooh am downloading 'Popeye'. yeah!!! 7 more days for the month to end and am stuck with 80 bucks in my wallet. That means i have to cut down on cigarettes!! :O

Chalo, enough for the day. Am still rusty, need to get back into my groove.
Until then, its FL signing off

HAKUNA MATATA

MDR|12th Feb '11

2011-02-11T23:50:00.000+05:30

Two days. And then its St. Valentine's day. All you lovely ladies who wants a family on 11/11/11, make sure you spend the night with your boyfriend/husband. hehe. I would want that with Maddy, but i still do not have a job. Mayybe by 12/12/12. hmmmm

Am back to twitter. Not full time. I still do not have a decent phone. So its tweetdeck for the time being. How is everyone lately?? I hardly get visitors here...so if anyone by any chance of luck happen to read this, lemme know how you are :D

Everyone is busy this week. My mom keeps ringing me up to keep tabs on my sister. She is growing up. Faster than i appreciate. Like bhai, like sis. What else can i do?

Chalo, see you later

MDR| 10th Feb '11

2011-02-10T03:44:00.000+05:30

Writing about oneself is a boring thing to do. I mean how long can i write about me and keep it amusing at the same time? When i first started MDR, i never thought one day i would give up doing this. But like every good thing, this comes with an expiry date too.

February - the month of the cupid. i can go on and on about love and stuff but i don't feel like. And i don't feel like reading anything that i write. life is a vicious circle, my friend. Lets spread some love this year. This month. No i don't mean get an extra boyfriend/girlfriend. You get the drift right?

My sleeping pattern has changed again. Maddy is trying to find a solution. I try to sleep early for her sake and end up waking up in the middle of the night. I am gonna be lonely when i leave this place which i have come to hate and love. Chennai. yeah, am leaving soon.

Roomie is at home. native. I wanna be there. I wanna be everywhere. Right now, i wanna be near Maddy cuddling up to her. Another 2-3 months. After that, we would be living far apart. She is the Bryan Adams of my life.

Chalo, till another day, take care...
FL

MDR| 7th Feb '11

2011-02-08T00:37:00.000+05:30

Hey everyone....So tomorrow is Saraswati Puja and yes this year too, i have pledged not to touch any study material. Oh i love these days.

Life has been montonous. I get bored easily. Plus point - Maddy. She is the fire in my eye. and no, that's not painful. I hate that she is working. We hardly get time to talk. But atleast one of us is earning for the time being. Met her today again. She had to wait for bout half and hour and ready to spew magma at me.....but i diffused it :D hehe... Gave her a rose bouquet. She's all smiles now :) See, after a long string of girlfriends and crushes and having friendships with loads of girls comes handy sometimes. Experience teaches a great deal.

Model review in a fortnight. Matlab again running after proffessors. I hate this college and study life. Prospectus of different London Universities have started to arrive and i need to choose one soon for my PG. Soon, very soon.

Twitter se bhi door hu :( sob sob. All my blogger friends are gone. Dunno where. Sadness and Darkness all around. This is my boredom speaking. *sigh*
Chalo will see you later. Hopefully..

Till then, rock and roll
FL

MDR| 26th Jan '11

2011-01-27T00:31:00.000+05:30

Happy Republic Day people.

Now lets come to business. Life has been exciting. Am broke....which is normal at this time of the month. But my best buddy is in chennai...which means i am in pondicherry gulping tequila shots and jack daniels all day long :D life, i tell you, has its moments.

Why do i even write here?? everybody vote for this blog to be dissolved! i mean it.

My life - in installments. Looks pathetic now. Oh and another crappy news, my BlackBerry is dead....yeah...my chweetu is gone.

chalo bye. ek formality tha...so complete kar lia...i cant let go of this blog yet.
And am definitely gonna kick Gulabo out of this place!

Sayonara

MDR| 13th Jan '11

2011-01-14T01:14:00.000+05:30

Oh yes. How can i forget this day? 4 years ago, i packed my bags and followed Maddy to the south. Little did i know that i would step into one of the most strict colleges in India. Little did i know, i would screw my own life.

And today, 4 years later, its a bittersweet moment. The memories sometimes are not enough to justify the moments spent. The friendships created are sometimes not just enough to justify the fun together. In a nutshell, some of the wonderful, absolutely fantastic years of my life are nearly over. Yes, its the same college, the same Chennai. But when you stay at a place for long enough and make some truly good friends, you tend to forget the cons and enjoy the pros.

Its back to books for the final semester before graduating as engineers. Yes, we still dunno kya ukhar lenge! Anyways, the last day went as it should have been. Not a single class. The only thing that dissappointed was that there was no biryani at lunch :P lol. Overall, a fine day. Afroze was the star today with his 12mp mobile and what-not. Showoff actually.

and now i do not know what am typing. So before i embarass myself further, its goodnight.

Hakuna Matata

FL

MDR| 3rd Jan '11

2011-01-03T16:47:00.000+05:30

Can't believe it that 3 days already passed. Happy new year to you folks. Hope all you partied hard, slept and shrugged off the tiredness. Its the first week of the new year and we really do not want to waste it. do we?

These last 3 days have been magical. Beaches, Beer, Maddy and gori firangis. What else could i possibly want? We went to Mahabalipuram, around an hour away from Chennai and boy o boy its beautiful. No i dont mean the over crowded beach there. People, if you really want to spend some great time in Mahabalipuram, stay at the foreigner's colony. Amazing food, amazing views and quiet beach.

Didnt want to come back but since more than 8 grand has been wasted on food and beer, we thought it was better to return back while we still had enough money to spare for the bus fare :P
Everything seemed perfect until the last minute when someone stole a mobile that belonged to Maddy's friend. I made a new year resolution to quit smoking and ended up buying two packets of imported cigarettes. Lol. Maybe its a sign from God saying beta, there's still time to do your bullshit.

Hehe...anyways, glad that am blogging again..little by little. chalo am off now. mwaaah
-FL

MDR| 30th Dec '10 [the year that was]

2010-12-30T20:55:00.000+05:30

This is going to be the last post of the year. It has been a year of ups and downs, of triumphs and heartbreaks. 2010 started with a bang and no matter what happened in between i will make sure it ends with a bang too.

Remorse, regrets means nothing anymore. I have seen a lot, went through a lot. I might have not turned out wiser but more experienced. Hell one more year passed and if this is the pace it will be time to start a family of my own soon. But bygones is bygones and you probably know all about it if you have followed this erratic, irregular but true to the heart blog. So here's to 2011, a fresh beginning, a fresh committment, a fresh start.

December has been exemplary. i hope i got that spelling right. College on saturday's. gah! weddings, meeting maddy, a new pup in the family, bangalore and manchester united bar. seen everything. classic case of been there, done that.

Only sad thing is my writing suffered. i blog less, write poems even lesser. hell i do not even laugh at my own lines. lol,i used to do that. hope the new year changes things. Won't be online tomorrow. Hope of spending the the last day of the year and the morning of 1st jan with my gal. Together into the future.

I wont promise that i will be back from 2nd. I do not have faith in my own promises. but if i manage to uphold one resolution, i sure as hell will uphold the rest.

To 2011....to the year of hopes and promises...of fun and laughter....of love and content...of maturing and experience. welcome.

P.S| Bryan Adams got it right with 'its a new day, its a new dawn'

Adios
FL

MDR| 23rd Nov '10

2010-11-24T13:24:00.000+05:30

Oh well, looks like a darned busy month coming to an end. Loooooking forward to December. The winter nights, the blankets over me, the jackets and suits, the hot coffees. Oh wait, am in Chennai....

Still i will be at home for 10 days, the early morning fog is enough to keep me excited. Plus its mu cousin's wedding.... baarati aane wale hai....ladkiyan bhi honge :P Not that am eager, but still atleast i can be the wingman :P

The summer of '10 passed like a charm. The sweltering heat waves that had been the signature of Chennai changed this year. Anyways, college has been a poain in the ass again. Project reviews are killing me and my precious time. The downside of designing a sports bike is that the silly proffessors tend to expect a lot more from us. We are engineers not rocket scientists, damnit!!! And yessshhhh, some of my friends want to attach a turbocharge and a juice maker with the bike. Silly gits!!

ooh ooh, going to Bangalore in two days :) Pri is like shouting for me to come. Her boyfriend's gonna be there and thus she wants him to meet her bro. A lots been happening in my life.... Dunno whom to talk to. Sometimes i wish i would just ddump everything here. Maybe ten years down the line, i would read this stuff and laugh. Oh well.

Dad gave 20 grand for the project. Already blew half of it away. Mostly on Dominos. They need to make me a platinum member. Plus Goa plans are on the way. Mid December.... Christmas time.... hey is there any nude beach in Goa?? :P i heard mebbe Anjuna beach favors partial nudity. Even thats favorable :P

Chalo, tada for now... will come later to blow off some steam
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 17th Nov '10

2010-11-18T07:40:00.000+05:30

And one week later here i am again. This is becoming more of a weekly or bi-monthly trip to my blog than daily ramblings. Blogging has lost the sheen that it once had. Imagine me, who used to blog daily even when i was supposed to be on vacation. Bleh!!! its like a toy gone old. I quit orkut three years ago...somehow i hope i don't end up quitting twitter and blogger too..

Life is being like a bubble-gum that has lost its taste....now am just chewing it minute by minute. And it is starting to stick!!! Backlog exams are on as usual.... dunno how good they are going on but hopefully i will be able to clear a few this time. With just one more semester remaining, time surely is flying by.

More bad news. 8th semester was supossed to start from the 5th of January, 11. Now its preponed to the last week of November. Icky stuff i know. Well my plans of going home this December is hanging by a slim thread! Now who the hell has any interest in my life???? Sometimes i wonder what the heck for do i write this blog. I write about me... Suprising that i have more than 50 followers. Well its mostly because i follow them back, but still my life is not so interesting as Paris Hilton or Rakhi Sawant. Oh sigh. Am not complaining. Thank you by the way.

Anyways, who is watching Big Boss 4??? Pamela Anderson's boobs are worth a watch. I am guessing only Khali's hands would fit there :P hehe....

Bleh...going shopping today...if the rain stops. Buying a Suit. Yeah!!!
Catch you later folks.
FL signing off
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 10th Nov '10

2010-11-10T22:43:00.001+05:30

O o hum adhoore.....i love this song....funky, perky u name it!

My backlogs start tomorrow...yes, kal se.

So all the shows that i have downloaded are in a hiatus. Good News Flash : Maddy got a job :P yes, bloody fucking WIPRO! God save them now. bwahaha. Anyways am glad. She hopes to get it in Chennai....not the perfect place, but since i am here, it will be perfect. Oh my heart is fultoo garden garden right now.

Days are going fine. Planning to meet Rashi next week. She insists we booze :P Now that's my type of fun. Plus have plans of going to Bangalore last week. Hopefully i will be back when Maddy arrives :P

WIPRO came to college today. For placements. Hope some of my friends get the job. And hope some of them do not :P i need them to go to the UK with me...hehe...

I miss some of my blogger buddies. Aarthi rarely writes, neither does Nush or Heena or Ste or Esther. Tan da is also busy and Kajal is lost somewhere. Infact the whole TWL gang just disintegrated. And i have no idea where my co-author is.

So its just me and my lappy these days. With a Mac look. Sexy aint it?? Oh and am back to twitter. yeah, during my exams...anyways bye....later

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 9th Nov '10

2010-11-09T16:49:00.000+05:30

Oh look at that. Deepawali is over :( This month had only one thing wonderful, apart from the coming of winter. Now that's over.....plus rain played havoc again. BUT i had fun...yeah loads....bhabi ke ghar, alcohol bhi tha :)

Did i say i got a new laptop?? oh yeah!!! its SONY VAIO MINI. White :D bliss!!!! Hehe...Bro is like super pissed...he had his eyes on that wonder. Little did he knew, that i had been planning to usurp his plans...bwahahahaha... and now he has challenged me to a war. Actually the war had already begun...Silly git just realised it....but he is game for it, just like a toddler, the 27 year old brother has crossed swords with me! And he keeps telling people that he is matured :P Bleh!!!!

Last year, Diwali was the best of my life. Maddy was there. And we had oodles of fun. I missed her this time. Though she would never believe me if i said it. I am just glad that i can write my feelings over here without her castrating and picking on my thoughts... she seldom reads this blog these days :P

And oh, my backlogs are on. GOD i just want to be off with them. Did i tell you guys, that i am shopping for clothes these days. Yeah, a new look....well its the 'Neil Caffrey' look from White Collar...already got the hat, now i need a waist coat that fits. My size zero figure is making it impossible to find the right clothes :(

Hmmm...whats new in my life?? Oh, i am a certified uploader in h33t now :P yays!!! Uploading my first torrent 'veritas-the quest' in h33t. Its a sci-fi/fantasy show :P

Okay, gotta go...back to books for some time....until then,
Its FL signing off
HAKUNA MATATA

MDR| 31st Oct '10

2010-10-31T10:13:00.000+05:30

And its a wonderful Sunday. And i am awake early morning with the intention of living up this Sunday to the fullest. Well that's what the plan is till now.

Life is as you know, going good.... better and good intermixing. I have my net at home, have these dozen of tv shows to download, no college for two more months and to top of it, met Maddy two days ago. Life sure is cool.

And i am loving Chennai. hell yeah, its been raining almost daily. Thank you GOD. The first final year project review is over :) and it was pretty good considering i prepared the slides the night before :P

Now, how are you folks??? seems to me, everyone i know from the blog world is out of touch with Freelancer or vice versa. And IndiBlogger ranking system might have some grudges against my pretty little blog :( Chalo, koi na, once i start updating daily, not only you guys will be pakaofied, mebbe even my ratings will go up :P

I need a beer. yeah, early morning. Its a Sunday...no parents to keep nagging.
Okay short post for today....will come back later...pakka se

Love you all,
its FL signing off....
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 24th Aug '10

2010-08-24T17:05:00.000+05:30

August is also nearly over. Well no, have semesters from Friday. Yea, this Friday. Theory papers :( *sigh* Peace where art thou??

Chennai is awesome this week. The sexy weather makes me wanna curl inside a blanket with Maddy and do naughty things. The sad thing is we are kinda fighting and she is least bit interested in making out. Moreover she is far far far away :( I am stuck with myself, while my roomie has phone sex with his girl :P

Woke up today early morning with the fever refusing to go away....holding on to me like a leech. Yeah, i am studying. Kangkana and Pj rang me up to wish me on Raksha Bandhan. Gawd bless my sisters. I still dunno where my own sister is. She doesn't contact unless she has some work. And i am tired of worrying about her. Let her miss me for once. The darned load-shedding is getting into my nerves. I don't give a shit if its in the day, but at night, those enemy mosquitoes wait for first blood! Studies, Mafia Wars, Twitter and watching 'strike back'. That's how my regular days pass. Doc says i need sleep. Now who will explain to him HOW MUCH i sleep.

Went to buy chicken from the local butcher and ended up buying from the departmental store. And now that, everything is set, the darned stove won't work. Seriously God, if i happen to find you one day, i am gonna make you pay for making me pay all the time.

Anyways, my writing's a bit rusty. Need some practice. FL quote of the day is -
"Love is like a shoe. You try the different sizes, you drool at the different colours, but in the end, you know it when the right one fits"

Today's song is a peppy hip-hop one. I love this song. SIX DAYS - performed by DJ Shadow Feat. Mos Def...its also the OST of TOKYO DRIFT.

Until tomorrow, keep smiling

M-nsD-R| the countdown begins

2010-08-24T00:40:00.000+05:30

I am lost...just lost in boredom and apprehension. College is officially over. Which means only one thing. Bloody sodding semester exams!! So here i am today....dating my notes, onlin in twitter, playing mafia wars, munching on maggi. Gym classes are over. Cigarette consumption is at a all-time low. Maddy is fighting with me!!!

Oh life sucks at the moment. But know what, this time i might actually do very well in exams :) i know...surprising right>??? So somebody got married nearby. This marriages in Chennai never seem to end. And the constant chatter and the damned music Give me vuvuzela anyday :) Manchester United lost 2 points. Two frigging precious points. Damn you Nani... ok am ranting now... i will try to write something good tomorrow, something without me crapping. Ok?? Now smile and pleas do read me :P

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 31st July '10

2010-08-01T19:17:00.000+05:30

No matter, what you think or what people say, the world's not gonna end in 2012. How do i know???? FB predicted i would die at the age of 35. I will fall from a building and slam into a car only to roll off the road and fall through the man-hole and die alone with loss of blood!!!
Speaking of FB, its bloody insensitive towards me!!

Anyways, Happy Friendship Folks. The first Sunday happens to be on 1st Aug. I like it, the month may not be gruesome as i always expect every other month to be. i was supposed to meet Aarthi today but then again, my fever got the better of me. Bitch! So here i am munching a dominos pizza and listening to 'alone again, naturally'

i dunno what else to write. i miss college :O i know i hate it but atleast i am surrounded with people there. It sucks to be alone. hope you guys are having a party and making me jealous. Love you friends. am a bit old fashioned. I don't believe in moving on with life leaving everyone behind. I know the world is changing, but if you guys move ahead, drag me along. Peace

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 30th July '10

2010-07-31T16:50:00.000+05:30

And just like that its weekend. After 5 days of grueling college, its time to rest my ass and my mind. I am just sad that July is practically over. This has always been a good month for me minus a few hiccups ofcourse. Prominent amongst them is that fact that my beloved BlackBerry is lying in service center. In SOMEBODY ELSE'S hands!!! dear dear!!

Gym is fun. I can see my muscles ripping out of my skeleton. Need weight> desperately need a lot of weight. People say its easy to gain weight but hard to lose it. I say, go fish!!! i have been trying to gain weight for years now!!! I changed my diet. I think i did. I started having rice again...which i avoided during my last 5 years. Greeny ghaas-poos are still out of the equation but am introducing one veg a week. *sigh*

My posts are becoming boring yaa. I think am losing my touch, or the humour tag...whatever! Need focus...need anulom binulom.....have to be Yoda!!! Here i am lamenting on and on and there is Sachin notching another double hundred. Some people have the time of their lives on and on. I miss my friends, i miss hanging out with them. Its been a long time, but its okay. I am adjusting slowly. One day, i would love to meet all my blogger mates. Hungry now!!! Roomie is cooking today. That means dinner's on me!! Chalo, atleast will have chicken for lunch. I also need an ipod. if someone wants to sell it...lemme know please...

Oh..its 31st and its Shruti's bday!!! may she have a wonderful day ahead...
Dedication time-i heard this song in the movie 'stranger than fiction'...an awesome track..... 'Whole Wide World' sung and performed by Wreckless Eric

Until tomorrow, Hakuna Matata
FL

MDR| 29th July '10

2010-07-29T05:30:00.000+05:30

Yes, am an insomniac again. Just can't sleep!! Morning folks. Am not exactly looking forward to college, but then again my hands are tied. Lady luck has an irritating habit of screwing me all the time.

So am no more birthday boy. Stepping into 24, jeez! i really do envy the teenagers. The sweet innocence is gone. Long gone in my case, but still growing up to be an adult is something that i want as well as i wanna avoid. And it always rains on my birthday. Always! Spent the eventful day with nothing eventful occurring. College-gym-home. Atleast spent the night in FB, chatting late into the night with my schooooool friends. I dunno why, but twitter seems more fun with a mobile than on the net.

Me kinda missing Maddy. missing very badly infact. oh! what i would give for the invention of floo powder!!! Suddenly birthday bumps feel a lot worse when you are at the receiving end. The last month was pretty amazing!! i left blogger, orkut and FB completely. Just me and twitter. Thank God that some of you folks are there. Made new friends, thanks to BBM. Joined gym. Yes i can even feel the muscles in my butt. Broke off and then patched up again. lol. Yea June-July was pretty heavy! No, didn't watch the Karate Kid or Prince of Persia or Toy Story or Salt or Inception or Knight and Day. but hey, watched I hate Luv Storys :) lols. yeah pathetic!!

I know it feels weird to say it but i kinda like the bieber track 'baby'. I know some of my male pals would officially deny even knowing me, but hey, the lyrics are catchy!!! The World Cup is over and neither Germany nor the Dutch won! Bugger!!!
That's about it for today. yeah dedications are back.

Today's dedication is for the people. yeah the people. all the people. Sung and performed by Elton John - "~~Rocketman~~"

Sayonara folks, FL over and out.

M-nsD-R| the lion roars tonight

2010-07-28T01:37:00.000+05:30

Daddy's home. Yea so am back from my self exile. exactly after 40 days. My last post was on Rose's birthday, so its fitting to write the next post on my birthday. Yes, today. I complete 23. i have so many things to write about, so many things to share with you, but am scared if i start i wont stop. I rant a lot. a whole lot. so i will just break my tales into pieces of posts in the upcoming days :)

So its the month of July. The month of the most charismatic people of the world, the LEO's. And yes i am growing old day by day. Right now its 1am, i don't have my BlackBerry with me (which is tragic), am munching on some cold pizzas and yea, no booze whatsoever. More importantly comparing this bday with last year's, i would just prefer to be left alone. Maddy ain't here. No birthday cakes, no family. Friends? haha... even the closest friends forget to wish. The folks who did, i love you guys from my heart. I love you all, but sometimes i do want the attention. I am, after all, a human. Thanks to FB and Twitter, people have reminders.

Anyways, its time i grow up emotionally. Lets face it, people are gonna leave you standing behind one day. Here's a thing for you. Delete all your contacts from your mobile and wait for a couple of days. Just wait to see how many of your friends actually call you and ask for you. Sometimes it feels like i am clinging on to the past, afraid to let go.

Things have been quite hectic. my BB is screwed. will talk 'bout it in the next post. The Writer's Lounge seem distant. No birthday wishes this year for me. It was my home. *sigh*
Anyways, its my day, and i wont let fate screw me over again. Love you all folks. Keep reading please.

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 17th June '10

2010-06-17T09:07:00.001+05:30

Its been a long time since I wrote something good. Hell its been a long time since I wrote anything at all. Too many words to write, too little time to jot it down.
Left home, returned to chennai, went to bangalore, again returned to chennai, but the rain is everywhere. Its stalking me. Its fine with me, I love the rain. The days spent at my hometown were short and the time with parents were shorter still. But I still had a helluva time. Kangkana became the first gal to come to my place for lunch. Met Maddy nearly everyday before she finally left for Kolkata. I, On the other hand went to Bangalore for a few days to meet my friends. Mj wanted to meet Pj, I wanted to meet pj too. So off we went. Those two lovebirds are way in love and sometimes it felt real awkward sitting with them. Even though Mj is my bestest buddy and Pj is my sis, watching them smooch all the time is not exactly what I call comfort material :P Thank God, Priyanka was there. The time spent with her and Camellia along with those two in Purple Haze reminded me of 'how I met your mother' cast. Beer and friends! What else could I possibly want. The only gaping hole in that picture was Maddy. Oh how I missed her

After 10 days of bunking college, I finally decided to attend a few. They missed me I know. They had no one to chuck out of class. Hehe. Hey everybody is watching the World Cup right? I just hope Italy or Netherlands win it this time.

Anyways, today is 17th and its my co-author's bday. Happy bday Gulabo. Darn, she just turned 20. A nice kiddo hehe and my favorite blogger :)

Sayonara folks
Until the next time its FL signing off.

Feels like home!!

2010-06-02T12:48:00.002+05:30

No the title has got nothing to do with the content!Its just that I didnt get any apt title, but it feels good to be back:P

My joint venture reaches the 100 milestone…Where was I? What the hell I think I was doing...and on top of everything, what were you thinking Freelancer aka Mridul?!

Didn’t even bother to inform me, eh? And don’t you dare to give me that I was not available, Facebook is as much as my lifeline as yours!!

Anyway, enough of regrets and chiding, the news is that I’m back!

After an eventful year in college, I return for a complete two- month break. Totally jobless, but yes I’m all game for this much deserved break, almost after 4 years of digging my nose in almost all the books that an engineering aspirant – gradually – turned- into- an engineering- student can read!

My life is as boring as ever. Nothing to do, but yes a lot has changed!

Firstly, I got my laptop, blogging now is so much easy and fun :P

Secondly, I never imagined in a totally contented lover rests such a desperate girl! Honestly, after Aayush left, I have discovered how much desperate I can get! More than 6 months, no dates, no lovey dovey talks (though I was never into mush, but then again, I miss it now I don’t have it!), uggghhhh…Yes I’m completely insane now!

And I can’t believe I blog here with this hopeless romantic guy!

Seriously, you can’t get my daily ramblings, but yes you can find my daily whining at my other blog. Suggest what I should write. You’ll soon find the once- started-now-forgotten-series back into the pages, but whatelse?! Mridul is definitely here to write his ramblings, scribbling my itinerary might make this blog really monotonous:P

Chaliye, do suggest something readers. And a warm welcome to all the new readers, who are evidently unaware of this guest appearance oo this blog!

Till the next time,

Rose.

P.S. NO Mridul!!!I'm not going to write as a guest on our own blog!!

To get to a woman's heart, a man must first use his own :)

2010-05-28T23:43:00.007+05:30

My first reaction when Mridu asked me to write a guest post for Scribblings was "Oh, what will I write about???".. cuz' if you've been a reader of my ♪ Unchained Melody♪ , then you know that CrazyDiamond is just so random! Random in her thoughts, photographs, moods blah blah and blah. She even randomly deletes a blog and makes a new one and expects all her previous followers to start following again on the same day! She gets irritated when that obviously does not happen.

Ok, cut the crap. Basically, writing in your space is different than writing on someone else's blog..because it's their space! Their world! Their baby! How can you just 'invade' in ? But FL told me "write whatever you want, it's your post", so I was like okay, cool!

So, I haven't given this much thought and decided that I'll just write whatever I feel like.. but in the right way. RIGHT WAY = Caitalising the first letter of the sentences, the names etc :p You know, correct angrejji n all.

I'm gonna talk about the most interesting thing ever. No, not sex. I mean yes, that is the most interesting topic in the world (admit it, don't act weird and say No, there are a lot of other interesting things). What makes sex the most interesting thing for men?

W O M E N

! ! !

But what's sad is that men have this problem with women since centuries (in fact I don't know any guy who completely knows how to keep a woman happy at all times). They can't figure out WHY ARE THEIR GIRLS NEVER SATISFIED? WHY DO THEY COMPLAIN SO MUCH INSPITE OF ALL THAT GUYS DO FOR THEM!?

I know, I sympathise completely. We girls tend to make your life a little bit of a challenge..*Fun*. But trust me when I say this, and I'm saying it on behalf of all the girls, that WE LOVE YOU GUYS. I mean 'our guys', not each other's guys!

We love you and we have such amazingly simple expectations from you guys but somehow this notion has been drilled in your head that women are complicated and men are simple. Myth. Men are dense (or they pretend at times). Sorry. Women are very very simple. We need very basic things in life. I'll tell you what.

First and foremost : Love. Of course! It's a small word but you know it's not a joke to just fall in love and carry on happily ever after. The challenge begins once the first few months of the relationship have passed.

You are introduced to the word "ATTENTION"... a little subtly at first, but since you have a rosy picture in your mind that she loves me forever and everything will be great, you don't realize when you start taking her for granted. Sweethearts. Really innocent aren't you? Well, if you want that forever-happy-girlfriend, then you have to treat her the way you did when you were wooing her. HOW? you ask? You called her often, my friend. You never let her call go in the "missed calls" and forget cancelling her call, oh blasphemy.

*kuch yaad aaya?*

Never make her feel 'ignored'. I know you never IGNORE her but she does feel bad (really mad an pissed off too) when the calls go unanswered or when you don't call her back or *worst*--> you sleep off at night without saying good night.

A woman loves small gestures of affection more than the hardcore smooching, guys! Don't get me wrong, we love the lovemaking n all. But somehow, those sudden quick hugs, those pecks on the cheek, those moments when you just want to hold hands are really very important. Sex is sex, it's great. But those small gestures somehow count so much in a relationship, that's what makes a woman feel truly loved by her man. Constant affection, making her feel wanted, making her feel needed.

Appreciate her at times. Thank her for being there for you.

Respect her, don't ever make the mistake of calling her "stupid". Trust me, you'll be the one feeling stupid AND miserable later...and we hate to make you go through that :)

The Once in a while-GIFTS! Oh My God. We love gifts as much as a kid does. That does not make us materialistic, we don't want expensive shit all the time.It's just a child in us that always wants to stay alive and be pampered by you, be spoilt by you. We LOVE guys who spoil us.

No matter how much we talk about women's lib and our independence and stuff, we love men who are protective and possessive about us. But know where to draw the line..don't ever stop her from doing something that you know makes her genuinely happy :)

Give her dreams... give her memories... give her a morning kiss, a good night kiss, a random kiss.

Listen to her, talk to her, tell her about your childhood.. oh much we love listening to our man's childhood stories!

COMPLIMENT. And of course, genuine compliments. Every woman is beautiful in her own way. If you love her, you love her because of some quality right? Make her feel that she's looking lovely even when she's looking very tired or is not well. You have to be with her in sickness and in health!

"A woman who cannot be ugly is not beautiful. ~Karl Kraus"

You know what, listen to this song very carefully...

Have you ever really loved a woman - Bryan Adams

(this is not Bryan singing, embedding was disabled for the Bryan Adams video of this song :/)

I think it summarises my post. The song is just too beautiful :)

So, love your woman ♥

MDR| 24th May '10

2010-05-25T21:08:00.000+05:30

Hey you people, remember meh?? yes its me only. Hows you been? Its raining cats and dogs here and am loving it. Even rain can't stop me from going outside. The days of fun and frolic are dwindling though. Returning back to oh-save-me-from-CHENNAI on the 4th of June. Going for KITES tomorrow. I know its a super dud but sadly already booked tickets long back. Tik-tik Roshan disappointed, Barbara Mori's acting skills disappointed, Anurag Basu disappointed!!!

Chalo, atleast Maddy's coming. Met Kangkana today. I would love to hate her but unfortunately i can't. She doesn't admit that i look like Shahid. Now that's damn rude right? I know. People these days are so frigging insensitive. Been hogging a lot these days. Roast pork, pork fry...yummmmmy!!!!! I have nothing to write about today. Gawd, nada!

Well this was just a tiny outburst. I had to write something. My hands were itching like anything. Moreover i keep on opening my blog to check for comments. I love comments...hehehe. Recently addicted to two different songs whatsoever. "oh gal, you are mine" from a crappy movie like HOUSEFULL and "Zindagi" from KITES!

Kangkana says i have too many female friends. She got the shock of her life when she checked my mobile contacts today and found that out of 175 entries, 99 are females! Now hey, that included my cousins and sisters but she just rolled her eyes as if she was making a drastic life threatening point :P Anyways, that doesn't matter. She is just plain jealous :)
Speaking of females, today's dedication of this blog's song goes to all the ladies of the world. Well not all, this is for all the SINGLE ladies. Here's the song - SINGLE LADIES (put a ring on it) sung and performed by BEYONCE! oh i love this song!

Sayonara folks, until tomorrow.
Love you all

MDR| 20th May '10

2010-05-21T19:23:00.000+05:30

Looks like this is the year of weddings. People are hooking up left, right and center. They are either exchanging garlands, pronouncing proudly 'i do' or saying 'kubool hai'. My cousin is getting married in october. The only remaining elder sister of mine. A close blogger friend of mine will tie the knot within a couple of months. My neice has her ring ceremony next sunday. My childhood friend with whom i used to play around in the fields of my village, she has her ring ceremony next month. 2010 seems to be a wonder year.

One of my sisters confided in me that she might like a guy. She used the word 'LIKE' but that is enough for me to jump in joy. In her 23 years this is the first time i saw her a teeny weeny bit excited regarding boys. I was starting to think she was a lesbian! Now that would have been cool :)

Marriage is wonderful institution. A perfect gift to wrap or encase the love between two hearts. My folks have been married for 24 years. Dad is getting nostalgic these days. He keeps on pinching mom's cheeks. Apart from the television, those two keep the house alive. Whenever i try to grin at them, mom chases me around the dining table. I keep telling Mom not to expect her daughter-in-law to rub her feet whenever she wishes! And all she does is roll her eyes at me! It was a love marriage for Mom and Dad. Not only that, they had to go against my grandparents. Fultoo indian masala movie type!

Enough of marriage. Another 4 years before i am tied down. Youth don't last long, even lesser than teenage. Better make use full use of it before you run out of time. Met my roomie with his gal yesterday. And for reasons that only God knows, i ended up paying about 400 bucks. And i just had an Irish coffee :(
I have to admire his gal's guts. She asked whether she would call me bro or uncle! She is 5 years younger to me!!! Talking of chicks, a hot bimbo entered CCD while we were seated. Nearly every pair of eyes followed her. Gals were envying her while the guy's were sporting that hungry look! lols. And why not? She wore a tank top so tight that it would fit comfortably on my 10 year old neice. And add to that, the shortest flowing mini skirt! God gave her some awesome legs but looking at the lads i am sure some of them were waiting for a miracle wind to lift it up. Just hope she had some lovely thong instead of the regular ones.

A friend sent me an awesome text. Just feeling like sharing with you.
"Moods of a woman -
an angel of truth and a dream of fiction.
she is afraid of a wasp and will scream at a mouse,
but will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar, sweet as rose
She will kiss you 1 minute and then turn up her nose.
She will win you in rage, enchant you in silk
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk.
At times, she will be vengefull, merry or sad
She will hate you like poison and love you like mad!

Moods of a Man-
Hungry
Horny
Sleepy!"

HOW TRUE!!!

Gals. Can't live with them and can't live without them.
Dedication time. A lovely romantic track from the album Room for Squares. "your body is a wonderland" sung and performed by John Mayer.

Sayonara folks...See you tomorrow.

MDR| 19th May '10

2010-05-20T16:26:00.000+05:30

What do you do when you love being at home and yet can't stay one moment indoors??? This is my situation. And by HOME, i mean this place. NOT EXACTLY INDOORS!!

Mom and Dad are at loggerheads. I know i should get involved too, but i would rather stay out of this one! Atleast while being indoors i got hooked to a couple of new tv shows. Oh i love watching 'Accidentally on purpose'. Its frigging hilarious! Hope maybe on day i have my own show. Maybe just as a special appearance or even as an extra on the set of a show i love. FRIENDS is over. But i might still have a chance at How I Met Your Mother.

Met Puneet and MJ yesterday. No you guys don't know them. They are my bestest male buddies in the world and the only chance for them to be famous before they get a job is in my blog. Puneet is being the same guy, the same basketball champ. MJ on the other hand, is sporting a new look. An ugly mound of beard that would put Capt. jack Sparrow to shame. Now apart from the head, there are two more places where he can hold them in a fist. :)

I am still sticking to the no-chicken rule. Blimey! I have to. Dad was ok with the idea of bringing home meat after such a long time but one look from mom and he chickened out. *sigh* ladies rule the kitchen in my family. My waist is decreasing at such a pace that very soon i might be the first guy with size zero figure. I used to wear 30 with 32 being at low waist which was cool. Now it seems even 28 would be large. I need to go shopping for shoes. Need a blue or a green this time. :)

Watched Iron Man 2. Fantastic movie. Scarlett Johannassen was ravishing. I dunno why gals fall for Tom Cruise or Matt Damon when there are guys like Robert Downing Jr, Hugh Jackman and George Clooney! I am a sucker for love stories. MJ narrated his tale of how he went to meet his gal last summer. 18 hours in a train without a seat. Poor bloke sat near the wash basin the whole way. Only love can make you do such crazy things. Hats off man! And i thought i was the one to go to extremes in the name of love. She's one lucky chick!

Dedication time folks. This is one of the best songs ever made last year, the video being awarded the best music video of the year. The OST of Transformers 2 and one of the soundtracks of Vampire Diaries. ~~21 guns~~ - sung and performed by Green Day.

FL quote of the day - "Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale"

Until tomorrow, sayonara folks

M-nsD-R| and the show goes on

2010-05-19T16:01:00.000+05:30

Jeez, time sure flies away when you are joblessly free!! Look at that! I haven't even posted anything since the day i last posted :) Oh yes, exams are finally over. That's the good thing. The bad thing is that in a fortnight my short-lived vacations will be over too!!!

Know what, i had pox!!! chicken pox!!! i thought i was superman!!! apparently, even superman gets chickenpox! Well i can handle the diseases! What i can't handle is that when people say, "no beta, you can't eat meat...DEFINITELY NOT CHICKEN". so the last 9 days were spent on boiled rice, boiled potatoes, boiled carrots and whatever can be boiled except BOILED EGGS! I was searching for a loophole in this boiled thingy and they plugged that too!

Searching for the cheapest flight from Chennai to Kolkata led me through a 9 hour ordeal via two more cities!!! Chennai-Bangalore-Hyderabad-Kolkata. And the emergence of pox started from any one of those places!!!! Kolkata was fun though!!! Met Abby and his gal. Didn't realize that a tiny bubble that was forming on my cheek was not a pimple but actually a sign of pox. Ignored the body-pain and fever and hogged on chicken and beer for lunch at tangra! Not what my body wanted! But still loved being there. Thanx Abby! Just for the place, the treat was mine :)

A neighbor of mine got married recently. Well it was a surprise! He was close to us and apparently we had no idea someone was taking those dreaded vows. Rumour has it that the chick he got married to was just an acquaintance for about a month and a half! Met at a bar (in guwahati????) and then bam! marriage! Looking at her tummy, i can safely assume it went from 'hey baby' to 'HEY BABY!!!' lols! Well, God save those kids! Speaking of marriage, why do newly wedded women have that glow that just makes you think of things you are not supposed to think of!?

And the weather over here!! Gorgeous!!! Rains on alternate days, breezy and overcast! Oh i am loving snuggling under a blanket! Alone, mind you! Here i lay in bed, hopefully today being my last day in my room!! If this is posted, that means am out finally!!! No chicken or meat for about 5 more days, but hey i can manage! If only beer came out of boobs! Waddaya know? Two of guys favorite things together! :)

Dedication time. A superb soft song from Ice Age 3. You are gonna love it. Alone again, Naturally

P.S| Gulabo, if you are reading, mind keeping this blog alive while i enjoy a tiny vacation???

MDR| 3rd May '10

2010-05-04T20:17:00.001+05:30

And just like that, May is here! This month is one of the bloody best in the entire calendar as it starts with a holiday :) Man am in quite a happy mood. Just a week till i head home. Bye bye chennai for one whole month. The month started quite fresh. It even rained. Walking in the rain never felt so good!

Anyways, college is going on as usual! i sometimes wonder why the hell tsunami didn't affect our college! Its so near to the sea. Raghav showed up today. Yea finally he had an arrear! Dude's completely changed. Just a year ago, he was like what ideal guys were supossed to be. Handsome, single and with attitude. One year into his committed status and the poor bloke looks like the sun stopped shining on his face! Oh he's still the same jerk and still has the mojo of completely chewing my head, but looking at him makes you feel as if someone shoved a hand down his throat and grabbed his balls out from the inside! O_o! Atleast he's blissfully in love! Can't say the same for Afroze though. That bloke falls in love every other day! Lols, my two wackjob bff"s in the college!

I hate Facebook! Partly coz i have stopped playing mafia wars and mostly coz it always bloody finds a guy for me in 'the lover of the day' application! Sowmiya a.k.a Meow in the blog world is all smiles. She just can't stop smiling these days. haha. Oh yea i forgot, i need to suit up! No am not being Barney Stintson! We need suits for some of the days next semester. And looking at my physique right now, i wonder if i would find any ready-made ones for my size. Chalo, am going back to mom's food. She can create magic.

Watched 'A walk to remember' again. Guys aren't supposed to cry are they?? If no, then i didn't cry. I was just mentioning it, just like that. One song i am hooked to right now is "main toh raaste se ja raha tha, main toh bhelpoori kha raha tha". Gawd knows how it entered my head, but its addictive now.

Dedication time. This one's for Dipti and Rish. "Truly, Madly, Deeply" sung by Savage Garden

FL quote of the day - "the toughest task in the world is to remain yourself when people are constantly trying to make you someone else"

Sayonara folks

MDR| 25th April '10

2010-04-26T14:14:00.000+05:30

Hey good folks of the planet, rise and shine if you are reading this in the morning. If not, then just shine. I dunno why i am so surprisingly upbeat considering the fact that exams are screwing me all month long and i didn't get laid for quite some time now. Well the days till May 10th are ticking away. Home beckons baby. Back to mom's food, back to roadside momo's, back to driving dad's car, back to everything that smells, feels, looks like home!

Chennai is being Chennai. A few clouds appear every night only to do a Houdini every dawn. Darn it! CSK won the ipl 3! I can't believe it! Mumbai!!! bye bye!!! I have no idea regarding my antagonism towards this place. Its like every first impression got flushed down the toilet. The day i landed, it was the heat. My first autowalla experience nearly gave me a ticket to meet God. Damn those Schumacher copycats! My first conversation with shopkeepers nearly made me scream, 'dude this is India, hindi toh seekh lo'. My first day in college - oh dear lord NO! First impressions mean a lot if you are supposed to be marooned here for four bloody years. There is no winter here. None whatsoever. Autumn comes in Nov-Dec for a couple of days. Can't enjoy the beaches till the sun goes down. No, you don't get tanned, you get burned. Today is the day for its cons! There are a few pro's too..but today is not that day for chennai in my blog!

I would rather stay across the border all my life. Atleast Asbah and Seher can meet me once a month provided they don't get married and settle down in the States. My staple food has changed from burger and momo to idli. Managed to memorize a few tamil words. Aarthi and Meow can vouch for that. :P

One of y roomies is down with chicken-pox. Man! are these things not extinct yet? Mom wants me to be super clean these days! Someone make her understand!!! Anyways enough of my nonsense. Dedication time! Love-birds out there, if you haven't heard the P.S I love you soundtrack, go commit suicide. Wait - you can hear it now...here. "~~Love you till the End~~" by the Pogues.

FL quote of the day - 'the deeper you fall in love, the more you fall apart when it fails"

Sayonara folks

MDR| 21st April'10

2010-04-24T13:28:00.001+05:30

Life sucks when you have exams 24*7. Life's a whole worse than sucks when u have double papers on a single day. After the sooper first paper, i screwed up Applied Numerical Methods. Am tired of Newton. Found that bloke in chemistry and physics! Now he's in Maths too??? What is he?
Operation Research was pretty good. HOD will be proud of me. He's the only one in the entire department who doesn't think i am a lost cause! The rest have given up! All i can see these days are books and notes. They are everywhere, all over me! Maddy asked whether i found any gal since i haven't been giving her much time. Well, my she ought to be scared! Am married to these notes for the time being!

I am clueless as for what reason i took up engineering. No sane cell of my brain wanted this!! When i was 3, mom said i wanted to be a truck driver! O_o! Then i grew up! The 'space' chapter in the 5th standard science text book blew me away. Wanted to be an astronaut. By the time i was in 9th, i was in two minds whether i wanted to pursue journalism or take up a career in the defense. I knew i was good in both. English was always there in me. Air Force made my heart beat faster. Wanted to fly where the eagles dared. Became one of the best cadets in NCC 'Air Force'. And then i took up engineering! what-the-bloody-fuck! Oh and in between i wanted to be an astro-physicist! Got carried away by the astro-thingy and Newton and Galileo an Einstein nearly brain washed me!

Made a mess of my dreams. But excluding the current situation i am in, i am pretty happy. Mark my words, i will publish my novel on day! And yes, one day i will fly free!

Listening to DDLJ songs for the umpteenth time now. Sometimes i just get carried away in my own dreams. Wish i was Raj Malhotra, cruising in Europe....*sigh* real life's so drastically different from reel life. I hope Raj thinks the same when he sees my life :P The butter chicken that i had for dinner yesterday is growling. Guess he's lonely in the confines of my stomach.
Roomie's being giving me his daily crap 'bout how to end a fight with your partner in a jiffy! Am sure if he doesn't get placed next year he's gonna open his own 24 hours helpline and consultancy service! Fees fixed for males, negotiable for females seeking help (including perks).

All is well in the outer world. Darned CSK reached the finals. Nancy and Afroze have got this irritating habit of reminding me whenever they get the chance. Sis deleted me from her orkut friend list!!! That tiny midget!! Mom misses her bro, i miss my uncle. But i don't have the heart to tell her to get over it. People tend to cling on to memories as they get older.

Awrite, Today's dedication to all the people who enjoys the occasional classic rock. And you would love it more, since its sung by AC/DC. so here you go - "you shook me all night long" by AC/DC. Also if you happen to watch Supernatural, then this song is in Season one OST.

FL quote of the day - "if we aren't supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots???"

MDR| 19th April '10

2010-04-20T18:28:00.000+05:30

D-day has arrived! Theory papers started! Had Production Process II. One good thing was that its all theory. No mathematical mumbo-jumbo needed. One thing i learned in Sathyabama is that if you write neatly, underline a few words, use colored pens then if you write a porno story in between the 12 marks paper, you might very easily top the exam! No Maddy, i didn't do any such stuff! Swear baby, all my hard work has gone into the paper. But am just saying its another alternative to hard work with the same results.

The day started just as any other lousy day starts. Afroze gave a surprise by coming to college early morning. Reason-his mom wakes him up to study. Instead he preferred to come to college to chat with us! Abby turned 22 today. Poor dog! he's still younger to me! Btw did i say, exam was top class! Not exactly top class but well just hovering around there! Wrote a-fucking-22-pages! Never in my life i wrote anything so neat! Maybe it will be displayed to future students next year as an example!

Mom rang up in the afternoon. By the sound of her voice i knew the inevitable finally arrived. My uncle (her only brother) passed away! Man he was just 51! The whole family's in mourning. Grandmom is inconsolable. The only son. I gave up on God long back! The miracle that was supposed to happen never took place! It is said that whom Gods love more, they call them young! Why young?? Why not let them live more? God is on vacation while uncle's family needs faith and strength to carry on! Cancer! Apollo gave up on him. Now even the almighty.

He was my Superman! All my cousins looked up to him man! He wasn't so hard-working. But so what? he did enough to feed his family and keep them happy! He was that sort of man who made people fall in love with him, who made people flock around him. No grudges, no fights. And God decides to take him away when the world needs more people like him!

Chemo made him more weak. It also gave other viruses a direct passport to attack. When your nervous system is down, little can you do about your survival. Docs reported the reason as cancer. It must have been the fastest since he passed away within a month of chemotherapy.

Dedication time i guess. No more weeping in silence. This song is for all the people whenever you are down in dumps, whenever you feel like giving up, whenever you feel lonely. Remember, even Superman fell! This song, for you is - ~~'Its not east to be me'~~ originally sung and performed by Five For Fighting and later by David Gray.

(click on the title to download)

Fl's quote of the day - 'When you were born, you cried and people smiled. Charm a million hearts so that when you die, you die smiling and people will cry.'

Sayonara

MDR| 18th April '10

2010-04-18T19:27:00.000+05:30

Folks I hope you are having better days than me! You ought to. You didn’t screw your lives like I did. 5 semester practicals in three days!! Final verdict-soooper! Can safely expect above 90 in four of them. *sigh* theory papers start from Monday and will last all the way till 10th of May. My days are royally fucked!

Nothing positive in life as well. My laptop is dead once and for all. Keyboard, speakers, battery and now monitor! Funds are dwindling at a rapid rate. The days of KFC are over for the time being. And fuck this Chennai heat! I would prefer Rajasthan and Delhi’s heat strokes…even the dreaded loo! But GAWD! Not this! Yet to get my hall ticket! Atleast we get to munch on free chicken during lunch in college!

No latest news as of now. This blog’s gonna be one year old by the month end. Hopefully 100 posts by that time. And the template and widgets will be completely revamped. MDR and SNF will still continue. Hopefully.

Sis took admission in a hotel management course in some college at Kolkata. Dad keeps crying over the phone whenever he talks with me! He says he and mom will be alone from now! Sis is adamant. She wants to go out. Wants her freedom I guess. That’s fine with me. Atleast it’s a lot nearer to home. Let her manage a month without mom! She will be dying to go home….hehe

Have stopped watching IPL. KKR disappoints! Yet again! Someone chuck Dada out! Its sad to read SRK’s tweets after every loss! I won’t be surprised if he sells the team next year! Darned CSK reached the semis! Afroze is drunk with joy! Sania got married to whom??? Well, what happened to good looking Indian Muslim guys??? Anyways, Pakistan did a favor this time. Now please take Rakhi Sawant too!
Salman Khan joined twitter! #BeingSalmanKhan. Another celeb to join the bandwagon. I was using twitter for free the last couple of days before they bloody deducted a whole of 50 rupees and brought my balance to negative! Good times last a lot less than usual! Maddy is being Maddy, I am being Shahid Kapoor 

Anyways, dedication time.
This song is for all the love-birds in the world who has been in love. Time to let your loved one know how important he/she is. If you didn’t hear the track yet, just click the title and download it 
This is for you love, my favorite love track – ~~“Making Love Out of Nothing At All”~~ by Air Supply.
FL quote of the day- “People don’t change. We just find out who they really are.”

Taking your leave now. Happy Baisakhi, Happy Sankranti, Happy Bihu
Sayonara

Conquering India-Kodaikanal-Part 2

2010-04-11T00:01:00.000+05:30

I love sleeping.Who doesn't??There in Chennai I used to sleep nearly naked under the fan revolving at top speed.Whereas in Kodaikanal,I slept under a warm blanket in a super comfortable mattress.(Though the nearly naked part remained constant:-) )

At 8a.m she tried to wake me up.She always tries,but all her attempts go in vain!! Though I can't disclose what she did,cause there is no parental advisory rating in this blog....I did wake up this time.Much more alert and with senses on hyperactive mode..hehe.In between our home work session,the darned phone rang to inform us that it was already 9 and we had to check out.Damnation!!! Calculations swirled in my mind before I spoke (20 more minutes),banged the phone down and raced to finish what was already in motion!:-)

Since it was the last morning here we went window shopping.Brunch at CCD cost us more than 600bucks!!But Maddy was already tired since yesterday's marathon walk but still we went cycling again!!

This time I admit I got a better cycle.Breaks worked alright,there was even a horn.A couple of monkeys decided to check Maddy's purse while we were spending some cozy romantic moments in the shade of a tree.Not before long,a thought of tandoor entered her mind and there she was,crunching,tearing,biting,nibbling,chewing her chicken!We spend the afternoon in an awesome park where one kid won't let me play with his football!Kids these days,am telling you!!They come straight from hell!!Maddy would forever remember her time there(no it was for some completely different reason...hehe....ask her).

We ate whatever we could get our hands on.From roasted corn to vanilla icecreams,from jhaalmuris to sugar candies,nothing was spared!Time to say saiyonara beaconed and we made our way to the bus stand.I din't wanna leave!!Nevertheless,everything comes to an end one day.We just have to make sure we make the ending perfect!

Kodaikanal trip is over but we have pics and memories to last a life time.

Anyways,today's FL quote is
"You laugh at me cause I am different.Well I laugh at you cause you are all the SAME!!"

Love you all
Saiyonara

P.S-I pray with all my heart for the healthy recovery of Nushrath's Mom.

Conquering India - Kodaikanal - day one

2010-04-05T12:29:00.001+05:30

Hey folks. First of all lemme say it out loud. Hill stations rock big time! Big big time! I have been to Ooty, shillong, darjeeling, gangtok, bomdila, tawang and finally this time made it to Kodaikanal. What a place!

Me and Maddy on our self-proclaimmed second honeymoon! The first 8 hours of the journey were too pathetic! But the last three had our hearts in our throats! By 8 o clock in the morning we reached. The climate was/is fantastic! Chennai heat can go to hell! Though the bus tickets already burned a gaping hole in our pockets and signs of going over budget loomed over us like bad omens, we were the least bit worried. What we didn't realise was that this was their peak season! Got the first taste of disaster when we couldn't fine any hotel rooms. Those which were available were way beyond affordable range! Luckily, we found one! And boy o boy! I fell in love with that hotel! The weather takes the fatigue away and you will find a spring in your step everytime. We showered, fooled around in the mighty bed, did some homework :) and then went sightseeing! Kodaikanal is famous for its falls and caves! Though we were floored by the falls, the caves were a tad dissapointing.

And then there was a trekking! Poor maddy nearly collapsed! I doubt she walked as much her entire life as she did that day! She's sure she lost a couple of kilos (nice excuse to avoid going for walks once we return). I thought I knew that gal completely until the last few days dropped some shockers! Her love for chicken is aeons greater than her love for me! After having a huge piece of tandoor and nans for dinner, she asked, 'baby, can we order another full tandoor and parcel it???' Holy Moly! Is it a stomach or a well???

Lols. And aah! We went cycling by the lake! I am a newbie while she is a pro! I have some handling issues and the cycle moves everyway but straight! And Maddy is of the opinion that it turns in that direction where there are chicks cycling!

Night comes early at hill stations. We were supossed to watch a movie together. Maddy's idea, I said 'cool'. Even before 10 minutes passed she was fast asleep with her head on my chest! Aww I so so so love her!

Day one over! A couple alone in a hill station! It doesn't get anymore romantic than this! Trust me!

Signing off now folks

Oh yea! Today's FL quote of the day -
"People who give flying kisses.............are hopelessly LAZY!"

M-nsD-R| Maaaaarrrrcccchhhhh!

2010-03-26T16:36:00.000+05:30

The end of the month is near. Finally!!! March is hot and bloody busy! I have college, assignments, hafta write records before practicals, midsems from monday yet again! oh i hate march! Sis is giving her boards. So she hates march too! Dad is going nuts in office. This is the last month of the calendar in IOCL. hence, working late nights. He hates march too... Well mom hates whatever we all hate. This thing runs in the family! Hallelujah!

I miss writing here. Come online a couple of times a week and think what to jot down. Then log in to FB and play Mafia Wars :) hehe. Semester dates are announced. From 22nd April. Not even a month left! In between records and practicals and ielts classes i am somehow managing to jot down my utter nonsense here. My own personal dust-bin!

There are two chicks sitting right in the next cubicle of the cafe. :P
No, am not interested but sadly i can't read their thoughts. Talking of chicks, one good thing about indian women is that no matter how they look in dresses, they transform into something completely mesmerizing when they are in a sari! Second year students gals are coming in sari's these last few days for the annual photo shoot and we chaps are having a time of our life. Behenji's look like gladrags models these days! Thank God, they aren't adorned in gajra's. Its funny how a dress or the way a gal dresses make men go gaga! Sadly most of my classmates are despos and keep drooling when they see a midriff or a flat tummy!

100 bucks! that's all i have right now! Time to pataofy mum once again! poor lady. She would be real glad when i start earning. Oh gotta go now...

Btw , after every post i will be writing a one-liner or a motto for you folks. Some might be downright ridiculous and some copied furtively from elsewhere :-P

Anyways, todays FL quote is -
"if you can't see the bright side of life, polish the dull side " :P

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 16th March '10

2010-03-16T19:15:00.000+05:30

Semesters around the corner folks. Too much for a young man to handle. My friends seem to have abandoned me. I should be called the 'Solitary Writer'. :) No offense STE :P

The weekend was fultoo fun. Went to Pondicherry to surprise Maddy. Its been a long time since we met at Pondicherry. Whenever she comes to Chennai, most of the time we stay at home, watch tv, fool around in the bed. Atleast me roamed around in Pondi, though the urge to fool around was also high :P

Had lunch in some awesome restaurant with over priced rates. But it was fun seeing her, holding hands, fighting, cursing, blowing flying kisses. 1st and 2nd year of our courtship revisited again.

I am going to college regularly these days. Maddy and Cam would probably flay my skin if i failed to do so. Mean gals. I need adventure. Anything to break away from this monotonous dull life of mine. Atleast IPL is helping a bit. I loved the way CSK got thrashed by DC. Though i support KKR, i was more than happy to cheer for Esther's DC that day.

Two weeks gone and am out of funds yet again. Pratsie rang up this morning with the intention of murder :) I miss blogging regularly. Sorry not being able to comment much folks. A few more days.

Catch ye later.

Thought of the day - Practice safe sex. Go screw yourself :)

M-nsD-R| and here goes March flying away

2010-03-12T14:22:00.000+05:30

Nearly half of March is gone! Life has not become any better either. Same old fucking college. Professors are picking on me...yet again! Maybe they are just jealous that they are not even half as HOT as me :P
Sorry sirs, can't help it. Adjust for another year.

Temperature in Chennai is rising at such a break-neck speed that very soon it will be possible to boil an egg over my head! Which may turn to be a good new for me.A much needed break from Idli's and Pongal for breakfast. The downside is that by the end of summer i will turn from a good looking dude to a oven-burned African Negro!
The price of living in Chennai for 4 years is too high for my beauty :P

Midsem results are out. Not too bad this time. Failed in one. Absent in one. Got caught for copying from xerox in one! Rest of the papers - PASS! Dad will be so proud of me that i didn't get caught for the rest! Sooooper!

Maddy is leaving Chennai. Suddenly i feel i will be lost in her absence. I just wanna get married and have kids. Live near a beach.....(no, not in chennai), work for a happening newspaper (no i dunno why i took up engg).

Sulagna and Kajal are already married. Nusrath too. Nut she is an exception. She got married even before she knew the meaning of marriage ! :P
Pratsie is getting married in June, Dipti is also on her way to that auspicious day. Me? I am stuck in a shit-hole of a college and having a cup of coffee with GOD seems much more possible than tying the knot in the nearby future!

*sigh*
So much to do, so bloody less time. Sometimes i wonder why the fuck do i blog about myself! No one even reads it! Dunno how long will i be writing...anyways catch ye later.

Hakuna Matata

P.S| Maddy got drunk last night. Might jot down a few funny moments tomorrow.
love you all

MDR| 5th March '10

2010-03-06T14:12:00.000+05:30

Good afternoon fellas.
My exams ended. Oh yea! Well last evening in fact!!! Finally free of books and notes for about two weeks! Stupid professors already returned a few papers! Got '5' outta 40 in 'Quality Sys' paper. Now, that's totally my fault i admit. I slept during the exam. 'Mechatronics' paper was good. But in one answer, sir just wrote...'copied from a certain boy,hence no marks'. o_O!!

Unfair!!!!
Afroze turned 20 two days back!! Here i am, already 22 and worries of grey hair still fill my head and that chap just finished his teenage years!
Unfair!!!
Anways a party was in the offering and finally it took place yesterday. 'Black n White' bar after college. Me and Raghav made sure we looted him like rum-drinking pirates!!!
Just one more year of college and this has made everyone gel better. Guys we seldom talked to started hanging around together. Classic case of 'the toppers' meets 'the populars'. No we aren't the toppers!! Annamalai University is in a mess. 9 dead bodies of north indians so far! Poor souls extinguished in a flash!

Dil do Hockey ko! Ghanta dil do!
India nearly out of the race! They didn't just lose. They were massacred.
Its better to watch IPL and cheer for any team except Chennai SuperKings.

Class 12 boards started. Gawd knows how my sis is doing. I hope she manages first div,
*sigh*
Maddy is in chennai. Trying to cook something. If i am alive after eating, will give you the review... till then... happy a rocking day.

Hakuna Matata

M-nsD-R| do me a favor, lets play HOLI

2010-02-28T16:46:00.000+05:30

Hey folks,
today is the last day of the shortest month of the year. Half of India is playing holi while people like us stuck in Chennai had to strike in college to get a holiday to celebrate holi. And here Holi's tomorrow. o_O
I pity the south-indians of our college though. They have to attend college. hehe... So am patiently waiting for tomorrow. Brought lotsa colours today. The house will be painted in colors tomorrow folks!

Anyways my midsems are going on..hence less posts this month! Who am i kidding?? Since when did i prefer exams over my blog??? no, no i love my blog way too much! mwaaah blog...mwaah!

Joined IELTS classes. My recent marks in English aptitude test nearly gave me a heart-attack! Guess am not so familiar with english as i so proudly thought! *sigh*
Esther says i don't need classes...hmmm lets see. Bro left for home! i am gonna miss pasta big time! My roomie got an apple ipod touch 8gb last night. You should have seen me burn in jealousy! There was so much fire and smoke in me that i myself nearly choked. He went to met a gal today morning to show off his ipod! hmmmph!! Now you see am not an angel. She wanted to watch the video of Love Story (taylor swift) on his ipod. What i did was deleted that video and renamed a porn as Love Story! hehehehehe...am dying to see his face now!! Yipee!!

One more day to go before financial aid arrives! why GOD why torture such an innocent kid like me!? lols..if God reads this, he wil fall of his chair! :P

Rashi is in Chennai..infact in Pondicherry as i speak...hope to meet her tomorrow. Lets see! Till then, its FL signing off

Happy HOLI folks

MDR| 16th Feb '10

2010-02-17T05:42:00.000+05:30

Okays, this is one hastily written post. Its 5.30 a.m in the morning and i have to leave for college in about 15 minutes. Which is enough time for bro to make tea. hehe..he's a good guy...making tea for his younger bro! :)

The last two days i missed col...Maddy woke me up everyday...only to hear my sleepy voice say, 'tomorrow baby, tomorrow i'll go'. Poor thing didn't even scold me at all. Today, its back to boring old college and life. Back to books, which i so avoided this last week! Well good times come to an end too baby! Ain't got net at my place so i don't know when i'll be able to update my pathetic blogs again! My roomie rang me up to say that the mouse we tamed ran away!! I miss my furry old friend. College i.v starts today! No, am not going. Though i already collect money from dad in the name of it. I know, am wicked :)

Rashi's coming soooooon. February has been awesome till now.
Read Ziyaad's post on Nusrath's blog last night!!! It was hilarious! one of the best posts of the year! I shudder to thing what my gal would write if i invited her here!!

Anyways, its time to go!! Not looking forward for the fish curry at lunch! But free lunch is what makes us drag our ass to college. Also a friend of mine promised me some videos of the culturals we had in our college. It would be painful to watch the 'tamil dance'.
*no harm intended* but i had quite a lot of that dance for three years now!

Anyways, the sun ain't shining yet. And i can see dogs making out in the street! Despo Chennai dogs!! bow wow!!

Gotta go, love you all
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 14th Feb, '10

2010-02-15T18:45:00.000+05:30

Alright, Valentine's Day is over. So back to work folks...stop dreaming about your loved ones and get back to blogging and commenting. Should i ask how was your v-day??? Erm...its not a private question...hehe

Alright 'My Name is Khan' rocked big time! I am still dancing to the tunes of Rizwan Khan. Those of you who still didn't watch it, just go go go. Bunk college, tutions, appointments, meetings. Hats off to SRK and KJo. And if you aren't following SRK in twitter, you are missing something worthwhile!!!

Maddy didn't like the movie at all. Can't blame her. She didn't like Kaminey or Ishqiya either!!! She loves 'dhoom' type movies!! :P
But seriously, if you don't like MNIK...something is seriously wrong with you!

Anyways my Valentine's Day started one day before. Maddy came on 13th itself. Her roomies had to shop so we spent the morning shopping for girlie things :-) No, not those girly stuffs!!! *sigh* Watched MNIK....went to a parlour...hogged at KFC....searched for a hotel to stay... you see, 3 more friends were with her. By midnight, we were at our best party wear :-) Made our way to FLAMES at Le Royal Meridien. Thankfully, there was a decent crowd at the discotheque this time. Burned the dance floor till 2a.m. No, you don't wanna see me dance. I can't risk you guys having an inferiority complex...hehe..

Spent the whole morning of 14th sleeping. Maddy tried to wake me up for 2 continuous hours but failed...hehe...i tried my best not to react to her kisses to wake me up! Finally she gave up! :P Couldn't give her a good gift this time so she had to settle with a 'love u' teddy!

One good thing 'bout Chennai is there's no Shiv Sena or RSS rebels to fuck up V-day!! The 'annas' wil screw them up! Look at Thakeray's guts to ban MNIK in theaters. Thakeray...u need a lady to make you feel like a man! My blessing are with you, you cunt!

Hooked to 'uff teri ada' of Karthik calling Karthik. Love the song
Till later, its me signing off

And for the record, I am Freelancer and I am not a terrorist.

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 9th Feb '10

2010-02-09T20:03:00.000+05:30

Howdy Folks...
the days are flying past...one day ago it was 2nd of Feb, the next day...9th! Where the fuck did the entire goddamned week go??? College is going on in full swing. I even surprise myself by being present in class, much to the shocked look on the professor's faces seeing me taking notes :-)

Ragz and Afroze are the ones who makes the mornings and the petty noons bearable... we chit chat, gossip like gals, play with mobiles in class, transfer songs and porn via bluetooth, snore and sleep on desks, get kicked out of lab, talk about designer shirts in below-the-showroom-tag shops, blah blah and bleh! Had our final Industrial Visit to Wheels India Ltd. a few days back. Helluva experience. Didn't learn much though...it was all round wheels :) But the trip was fun. Since we had just 2 gals in our entire department, they were teased the whole day...in a good way ofcoz... :)

H.O.D's classes are fun. He himself gets stuck at the problems he's supposed to be teaching us..hehe. Silly department! Nancy made cupcakes for me! they were yummy!! nom..nom...nom...nom. She's going to be the official dessert maker on my wedding. MJ went to meet his gal...had the time of his life...god bless those fellas. Am still waiting to meet Maddy. Its been more than 3 months now :( Talking of Maddy, she er,..broke her cell...and her sim (she fought with me). Another 1000 bucks gone in repair.

Folks, moral of the story-
'the result of anger is much worse than the reason of anger'

Oh! she's gonna kick my shiny butt for this :-P
Got money from Dad in the pretence of going to Ooty for industrial tour. Smart right? Atleast Valentine's Day's budget is secure now.... What are your plans for V-day?????
Anyways, signing off now...might be admin in TWL soon(hope so)

See you all mates,
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 1st Feb '10

2010-02-02T19:58:00.001+05:30

January is gone folks. Winter has faded away. Cheer up mates...February is here. Its spring time. Except ofcoz in Chennai...you have summer all the year round. College started and am trying my best to reach atleast 50 percent attendance. The thought of having chicken for lunch in college mess moves my ass to the bus early morning.

Net got disconnected at home. Yet again. What do i do all day then?? well i study. i know it sound absolutely ridiculous, but i have to deliver a promise i made to my gal, my sis and my closest friend. Hence, FL is with books :)

Yea, except for a couple of days when i did come down with viral. Know what??? MarryBrown opened an outlet near my place. Just opposite to the Dominos. Nom...nom...nom...nom...

Now i have extra options. Oh those sweet little fried chicken that comes in my dreams....now i can go gorge on it :)

Valentine's day is around the corner....and i have no idea what to do about it. Atleast not now. Lets see if the angels do smile upon me. Uncle's kinda alright now. Going through his chemotherapy session. damn that's gotta hurt! My cousin bro got married. I couldn't attend. It was fun as far i heard....Something to smile and laugh about in the family. A typical north indian wedding. Sis danced all the way to the bride's place. Gosh i miss family weddings :(

Anyways, yesterday was quite good. Didn't go to col. Viral fever mates....and no, am not bluffing. By noon, the darned fever fled. Dad rang up to say he deposited cash in my account which was threatening to shut itself down in shame of being at zero :P

Quite good news for me. Was it coz of the date?? You noticed didn't u??

1st Feb '10

or 01022010

Its a palindrome :)

Well, good times last just for a few fleeting moments. The darned Airtel Bill arrived showing amount payable as 300 bucks! There you go! nearly half my pocket money gone!! Dinner comprised of samosas :(

trying to save money for V-day :)

Mood ain't so good. But i am ready to chuck my sorrows and worries and face a new day. Its hard being the world's SRK. But i love being that :)

Shweta, try not to break all your bones before you get married :)
Nusrath, its time dear :P

Anyways, not gonna write anything more today. Still a bit rusty after the gap. Catch u all tomorrow

Hakuna Matata

Love,

M-nsD-R| no i don't wanna go back

2010-01-12T17:35:00.000+05:30

No, am not whining! Big boys don't whine. Maybe a little but who cares? I don't wanna go back to that fucking college again! Its sheer torture looking at the bland faces of the professors while they make you stand the whole frigging period for no reason whatsoever! Apparently, they have this notion that if there is a voice anywhere within his hearing range...it has to come from FL! What am i supposed to do?? Tuck my shirt and stand up and look at their grotesque faces!

Results will be out soon.
That is of no concern to me at all... You know why! 3 more days with my parents and sis! Yes, i am typing crap! Yes, my mood is off! What, only you can have mood swings??? Is mother's love the only unconditional love in this universe??? No, don't answer that> i might kill you! I am turning into a moron day by day. No, unquote that. Quote this, effing minute by minute.

I am done. Wasted! Love Life's a frigging mess! Don't ask 'bout it. Won't say 'bout it. Bad news happens to be around the corner waiting to bash me in the head! and in the heart! My Uncle is diagnosed with cancer. Pretty serious. Got the news today. His family doesn't know yet. Mom's crying since morning. He is my fav. He is everyone's favorite. And Bloody Frigging God decides to punish people who actually cares for the world. My uncle is flawed...no doubt! His lungs are damaged...but his heart...hah!! try to damage that!

When tragedy strikes, it has an uncanny irritating habit of striking at the heart! Full on! Everything around me is turning grey! Love....family.....everything! And on top of that, the weather makes it feel that someone made this place the South Pole!

44 people follow this blog but somehow only 6 or 7 of them manages to leave a comment. Is the template too tacky for your choice?? Well, here's an idea. Remove it from your blogroll! Rose is back...and she's the co-author. So read her posts too. If its not so unconvinient for you gentle folks.

Yes, i am rude. I am sorry for that. Am hurt, frustrated, sad and angry! If you can pacify me, go ahead.
Till tomorrow brings another dark day,
its FL signing off

Hakuna Matata (means NO WORRIES) (yea its not helping me at all)

MS-R| A guy who doesn't know hindi!!

2010-01-12T14:23:00.002+05:30

Hehehe...I'm back again..even though I know I'm losing popularity here :P
Firstly, Welcome Rashi...I saw you name under the "Its us" column...we are growing in humber :D

So, this post is about a guy...I met him last year, somewhere here in the blogosphere(if this is what it is called!), he came into my blog, as a random reader, and then he became my just so good friend :D
I guess this is more of a hindi lesson to him :P

One thing that is just so funny about him..his hindi! Ok boy, we don't distinguish between the genders in bengoli, or in assamese as a matter of fact, but it exists in hindi :P

But his hindi is something that I love so much, in addition to his newly self-discovered craziness.

That's about it...for now, yes!

Guess who this guy is :P

Guess who?

2010-01-09T17:09:00.005+05:30

When FL asked me to write a post on this blog, I scratched my head and wondered what will I write about. It is difficult for me to write now a days. My blog lays barren most of the time too. But it was an offer I couldn't refuse. There is something about this guy that I absolutely adore. I don't know why or how. He is one of the few virtual friends that I keep in touch in the real life too and one of the few persons that I genuinely like too.

Enough of flattery now, I guess. I am still stuck on what to write. I am a crazy girl who loves reading, writing and music. I love my guitar, my blog and my books. And I love my children. I teach at a MAD class. I believe that education can solve most of the problems that we face today and everyone at Make A Difference believes the same. Oh! I love everyone there... :) They are the part of the week that I look forward to. The ONLY reason I get up early.

Now, Im lost again. I hate talking about myself... (You wouldnt think that if you spoke to me but it is indeed true!)

I re-read some of FL's past posts today. Just to get inspired. Read him rant about how he misses his girl. I so know that feeling. Wanting to hug someone who is so far away. Just hold hands. Watch a movie. Ah that got me on a rant, didnt it? I sometimes hate the damn internet. Gets people who are so far away so close. Then it is time to part once again. But I guess the time spent together makes it worthwhile.

Damn. It is irritating and frustrating to even think about it. Stupid songs remind you of them. And you are here, sitting and having that stupid grin on your face while the rest of your family thinks you have absolutely lost it. Double damn!

The worse and the most irritating part is when you have just met and you are returning back, you start counting days for the next visit. Almost like you are living from one visit to another. Like the person who makes stupid tally marks on the wall of his prison cell. By that records, I got around 53 days. Fuck that is LONG.

Before I say anymore random stupid things, I shall sign off. Happy Blogging to everyone.

M-nsD-R| sleep, sleep go away

2010-01-08T23:30:00.001+05:30

Hey people,
yes its still me! No, am not Angelina Jolie. Not not even Brad Pitt. So suck it up :P

Why am i blogging today?? Coz its as good as any other day! No, am not sleepy! I sleep late at night and till late into the day. Sleep was always my problem. When i was a kid, absolutely adorable i was! Anyways, SRK's sayings remind me of my childhood too! When i was a kid, mom didn't use to pat me to sleep! She beat me to sleep! She says i gave her terrors! Are you kidding meh?? She was the one with that monstrous stick! Anyways, now she is sleeping! Yes! i get to surf porn!!

Oh actually can't. Sis is still awake! Recently read a blog called 'And the Gods Made Love'. Hilarious blog! 17 year olds doing a helluva job over there. One of the best blogs i read in the new year! My friend MJ is going to meet his gal this Sunday! SO?? yea 'so' mean even i wanna meet my gal but am stuck here for another 8 days!!! Bro said its raining in Chennai. WHOA!!!! the Copenhagen climate meet really did wonders i guess!!! Hope my friends over there enjoyed! Rain is RARE!!! Hell rare is also a frequent said word! Its Rarer than Rare. Something like Rarwrwrw.... That makes sense! No one uses words like this!

Just found out that a whole lot of my farmer folks crossed me in Farmville! Oh they are gonna pay!!! No more free cows for you!! Wouldn't it be wonderful if ZYNGA created famine in Farmville too!!! Go goddess famine...struck those who crossed me while i was offline :) :D

And what the heck was that stuff with the females and Facebook and the color of their BRA?! I learnt it was something of breast cancer awareness drive...but it ended with other gals commenting like...'meri bhi black'.....'how can your's be green??' o_O!!!!
I found all the colors except maybe indigo! damn poor rainbow! Some poor guy who had no clue what the gals were updating about....posted his status message 'YELLOW'!
LMAO!

Got my Internet connection today finally!!! Kudos to me!
Oh yes, gotta go! Dad's checking on me! Poor guy, he thinks i haven't grown up yet!
Its FL signing off
*fssssssssss*
(sorry for the fart)

HAKUNA MATATA

P.S|Gulabo...your exams are over. Get your ass over here...will ye?? :P
P.P.S| Our own Rashi a.k.a Psychedchick of Rocky Road...once again will be the guest author for Saturday Night Fever. Oh yea its back!!
love you

M-nsD-R| blah blah and bleh!

2010-01-07T16:58:00.004+05:30

Hola folks Ssup at your end??? Know what? Recently heard the Punjabi track of ‘Iktara’ and am nuts about it :)

I need clothes! New ones! Don’t think i can ask dad this time! I still have to pay off my debts. Maybe i’ll save for a change :P Shocking na? Hehe Everything’s fine at my end! Well not everything. Love life’s still a bit rusty. But its comparatively calm after the new year thunder. Oh yea! Dad and me ain’t talking! Family fued! Hmmph!

Rest everything is laid to rest! Shook off my nonsensical wayward blues and looking forward for the new year! The sun is shining, the chicks are crossing the road....my eyes scans them for a second before coming to rest at the laptop. Good News! My bhabi gave birth to a tiny boy. Oh yea...real tiny! Nusrath, are you listening??? :P Well no, she ain’t the bhabi i always write bout. This one’s different. Nonetheless, one of my favs :) Am yet to see the kiddo. That means another trip to Jorhat for a couple of days. Hmmm...lets see. Kangkana is leaving for Delhi on 6^th. Will be all alone once again. She’s the bright sun in my bleak life when am in my hometown. Doc’s appointment around the corner. That means another dose of meds. Bleh! Hogging on chicken and pork daily! I dream about the wild boars i saw at Kaziranga National Park. They come in my dreams these days. Stuck up a rod and roasted. Yummmy!!! Our old dog gave a visit a few days back!

Brought a bloody bitch along with him! Look at his guts! Dogs these days...i am telling you! My correspondence in Journalism from London School of Journalism starts in about a fortnight J Really looking forward to it. It costs about 22 grand for 15 months. But i will be finally doing something i would really enjoy. Didn’t watch New Moon. Didn’t watch Avatar either! Yes, watched Rocket Singh! o_O I know! Hey, watched 3 Idiots too! Got a MVM get-together tomorrow. Might go! Its 10 a.m in the morning and FL is signing off for today.

Keep the FAITH. Keep the HOPE coming! Humanity is alive on that. Hakuna Matata

P.S| Nusrath dear....its time...hehe :P

M-nsD-R| its January... So????

2010-01-02T17:19:00.000+05:30

Its 2010 guys
2 more years till armageddon! not the opening you wanted to see hehe
Still wishing you folks a very HAPPY NEW YEAR

So 2009 finally over. GREAT! I spent the new day of the new year sleeping :)
Mom and Dad were quite surprised and kept asking me if i didn't have any other plans. hehe.
WHAT? Can't i be a family guy for a change? They are all i am left with, you know! its RESOLUTIONS TIME folks :)

haha...does anyone ever bother to keep the promise? I am 22 and till now...i didn't. Time that changed folks. So here it goes-
1) Quit SMOKING
2) Clear my damn backlogs
3) Give a little LOVE back to the world

now that was easy :) :)
Not many of my friends will believe i can actually do the top two...hehe...
*sigh* time to step up don't you think? i know the coming six months are gonna be hell, my own personal hell for a lot of reasons. A war is coming and i am smack in the middle of it.

It kinda sucks when you don't have your loved one on new year's day! i keep remembering the 1st of Jan when we kissed in a cafe :) How many of you really think that i can mange to crawl out of this god forsaken pit while she's gone? well we have to find out don't we! Last Year was pretty fabulous for the masses!
* Obama became President (no it doesn't mean anything for INDIA)
* Michael Schumacher promised to be back to Formula 1 (hell that's the best news so far)
* we won Oscars :) :D
* I started playing in FB
* my sister got a boifrnd (o_O what has that got to do with me! nevermind)
* number one in ICC test rankings (oh yea baby!)
* Manchester United won the BPL. oh again!
* i made out :) *shy*
* Blogger saved me from dying slowly :)
blah blah blah blah

i will be back soon! real soon! Surfing porn has become boring nowadays! gimme an alternative folks. Dinner at a family friend's place! Lord, just give me the strength to keep smiling and not mess it up again!

Lonely is the night when i am not with you Maddy

Sayonara

MS-R| The year it was..

2009-12-31T19:58:00.006+05:30

Hello people :P
Yes , its me, the long lost co-author of this blog.

29th December 2009
I'm sitting in my bed, trying to figure out what to study for my final exam of physics. My phone blinks with a strong vibration:
Freelancer: Gulabo, I want a post for scribblings on 31st, anyhow, ok??!

31st December 2009
Here I'm, thinking and still typing non sense, because I have to write a post! :D

I'm totally afraid of this guy, I dont kow why. Just one sentence of his "Gulabo, tu rehti kaha hai? Mil tu tera gala daba dunga!"

Coming to the post finally...31st December 2009...the year was certainly very long for me. It took ages to pass, but anyways, I'm happy at the end, and all set to start the year with all smiles :D

My 2009, in my words...obviously I'm not going to hire someone to right for me!:D

January: My sis ties a knot, wth her long term boyfriend, whom of all the things I cant call jijaji...sounds absolutely...totally...wierd! Then I learn this art of living alone all the time. But yes, finally no one to share your every li'l thing with!

February: My exams, for which I took a gap year approaches..I dont remember this month very well!

March: My first booze :D
Yay!!

April-May: The most painful months of my life...exams, and nothing else! No wait, their results as well!

June -July: My first trip without family, or friends...out of Delhi. TO Chandigarh. And then I realize, no Delhi is not the heaven on earth! In between somewhere, I turn 19...ummm...a grown up...supposed to be :P

August: Finally I get to see a college. I go to an all girls college, hate it, and then love it. And then all my pains begin. All day light with a li'l phrase "Aj bhi exam hai kya yaar?!"
Aayush also moves to Kanpur, the worst thing that could have happened to me..:(

September- October- November: Nothing but exams! Silly MriduL calls me in between sometime... and gives me all sorts of dhamki so that I return here..all in vein I know :D:P

December: My fairytale comes to an end...very sad end indeed! I never imagined things so perfect can actually end, but then, this is life...have to accept and live on :)
I watch a 3d movie after almost a decade...I loved Avatar :D

And finally, the the year is over...not a very eventful year, but yes, I have learnt a lot of things...entering 2010 with loads of hopes and smiles, to see a new sunshine:)

Till the next time,
Rose

P.S. Wish you all a very happy new year :)
And Aayush, I miss you a lot:(

M-nsD-R| bada bing bada boom

2009-12-31T18:13:00.000+05:30

Hellos folks
Aye its me! The year is nearly over! Yep nearly! another 5 hours left.
I look back and think about the last 12 months and all i can remember is @#$%^&^*^%
Yes, i have no clue what that is!

Yes, i returned from KNP. The trip was good! Saw rhinos, wild boars! Mmm...yummy! Herds of deer, huge wild elephants with really huge scary tusks. The elephant rides were a lot cooler. Man those things eat like hell and their shit smells real bad!!! In contrast the safari was disappointing. No wild cats :( My sis was happy not to be eaten alive.

I left for Jorhat the next day! Its dad's hometown and i have practically everyone living over there. I love my village :) This trip was supposed to lift my spirits up and get me out of the depression but sadly....that didn't work out one bit. I promised pics...i will get them here soon.

Abby came here..so i had to come home soon! Well it was worth it. Meeting old friends and hanging out. Pizza hut, CCD, snooker and beer! that's bout it. Anyways, fifteen more days till i return back to chennai! i don't know even if i am looking forward to it or not. I miss Maddy. Being away from here....during the worst depression ever to have faced really sucks. But....crap!

No plans for tonight as of yet. Just plain old night with family. Tomorrow starts a new year. That means new resolutions. yes i have a few. Watched 3 idiots with 5 idiots. don't know which idiot i am. Ok folks see you tomorrow.

2010 will be good for me! yes it will be! i will come out of everything (no not my chaddis)

Till then, am happy being MISERABLE

Wishing you a Happy New Year

P.S| the heading means nothing :)

M-nsD-R| off to Kaziranga National Park

2009-12-22T11:59:00.000+05:30

Yes, you heard it right! Am going to KNP. :)
To enjoy the wild, to watch those exotic birds, to be chased by the jungle cats and the one-horned rhinos. Yes it does sound awesome! Better than Nat Geo. But lemme get there first. I will post pics, i promise :) Yes this time i will definitely take a real camera with me after the Andaman fiasco :(

Leaving at 3 in the afternoon. So just came here for this hasty little update. Well didn't know my blog was public domain that anyone can come and write on it! AferLife! Yea yea! pathetic name! Anyways, these days have been boring without friends! ABBY, you were about to come! Maddy is in Bangalore! Enjoying like hell! Grrrrrrrr!

I got a new pair of Converse! Oh yea! Absolutely fantastic! Have ummmm...4 pairs of shoes now...lol.....an off white Giordano, a red Converse, a yellow RBK and the latest print-on-white Converse :) Oh yea, I will be off to Jorhat in another couple of days. Miss mah village :) miss romancing the cows and ducks. i know its gonna be quite chilly but noway that's going to stop me from diving into the lake....or pool....whatever you might call it!
Seema is going with me to KNP. yes, she is a gal! o_O and she also happens to be my oldest childhood friend! So dream on! The week's gonna rock. I cut mah hair...did i tell you that??? Yea i look absolutely hot! No. not like Edward Cullen or Jasper Hale. Fuck Jacob Black! I am more hot without make-up :)

Yes, i love myself...what can i do??? Oh yes!!! my pet dog ran away! He was actually a street dog before becoming a house dog! err...whatever.! Now he ran away. Eloped most probably! Good for him, Bad for me! I miss him!

Okays i gotta move now. And yes AfterLife, if you so much like to write in my blog, leave a fake id. I will invite you ofcoz. just stop writing under my name, using my id !

See you around folks, in 'bout a week
Hakuna Matata

Find me if u can :)

2009-12-19T16:58:00.000+05:30

Hello world.
No am not FL...not that Fucking Loser :)
nice anagram ain't it? Who am i?? its for him to figure out, ain't it? U folks...call me AfterLife!
Yes, that noob gives his password to everyone. :)

Cmon FL...who am i?? Your gal?? your bestest friend??? your SIS?? might be your dad?? hehe...but whoever i am, i am gonna make sure i freak you out....in a good way ofcoz! no am not your enemy. Remember you used to pain my ears 'bout the fact that you don't have any enemies. Read that you got a new cell...a Blackberry infact. So when's the treat?? Or did you do that already?

Other folks/readers....yes am going to give him a hard time...but i do like this guy. See am decent enough. So wats ye gonna do about it??? change your password??? or spam me in your comments??? hehe...its your blog innit??

Waiting for your next post...and yea, your MDR's getting pathetic... go get screwed and write 'bout it. Btw ManU lost to United :) o_O
and hey folks....you wanna know anything bout this guy....lemme know...

Regards,
AfterLife a.k.a AL

M-nsD-R| its bloody cold as hell

2009-12-13T16:03:00.000+05:30

Hey folks
Me back home. And as the heading says, its bloody cold here. I am yet to get a proper broadband connection at home. So till then am busy doing all the stuff that i should have taken care of long time ago.

First on top of the list, is a complete ENT checkup. I went to see the doc regarding the breathing problem i have been having for over 4 months now. Doc says, my nose bone is twisted. o_O
i mean i don't exactly remember getting into a fist fight. But yea i do remember bleeding all of a sudden for a couple of days. Went for an x-ray, still waiting for the results. So till then am busy gobbling up the tablets and inhaling menthol as fast as humanly possible. Also i got a new bank account :) yea, its Standard Chartered this time. Mom's doing her best to keep me happy by cooking my favorite dishes. And yea i cut down on cigarettes now. Its not exactly safe smoking here. Though the cold weather makes it even more tempting, am controlling my urges :D

Met Tannu, Upala yesterday. It's fun meeting friends you have known since IIIrd standard. Abby is coming in a couple of days. Its gonna be a fun MVM reunion sorta thingy. Oh i love being home. Still working on around 5 posts continuously now... hafta publish within a week. Till then am lazing around. Oh yea, brought a new novel "the girl who kicked the hornet's nest" by Larsson. Its the 3rd book of the famous Millenium series and boy oh boy its a total page turner. I don't remember another fantastic anti-heroine than Lisbeth Salander. Hats off to the author who unfortunately died before he could see his book's successes.

New Moon! Am yet to watch it. Half of the hall's are showing the hindi verion "amavashya"
Eww...couldn't they even find a better name??? Anyways...off i go now. Momo's calling :)

See you around folks
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 3rd Dec

2009-12-03T02:57:00.000+05:30

December is here. So many things to be cheerful about. First of all, this month marks the end of a pathetic year for me! A year in which i went through the most gruelling time of my love life, a year in which i got a fucking sem drop, a year in which i lost my mobile from right under my nose. A mighty fucked up year with patches of goodness in it. I started blogging. For the life of me i still can't fathom why. Then I joined TWL. That's my second family. Met friends like Aarthi, Rashmi, AD, Ste, Rashi, Pratsie, Sona, Arun, Esther and my fav, Gulabo and a whole loads of some super wonderful folks, i won my first award in my first contest in TWL, i joined MAD, turned 22 for the first time o_O, started playing Farmville, reached 3rd year and became super-seniors in college. The good, the bad and the ugly all mixed together in one eventful year. This month may well be the month with the least number of MDR's. Reason- am going home in two days :)

But hey, December is here. You folks have lotsa important things to do then read my crap! Cmon its winter... Snuggling inside blankets, drinking hot coffee, playing farmville. Plus New Moon is releasing in a couple of days. The reason for my absence for the last ten days in this blog is my Blackberry! it sure keeps me glued. Now you know why guys prefer gadgets over girls :)

So today was very very tiring. I was in Chidambaram the last couple of days, visiting my friends. Its raining in there. Breakfast was at some Pinky's cafe with Piyashi and Prastooti. Well the food was great. Chicken club sandwich with coffee. The headache that troubled me the whole of last night disappeared with the first drop of rain. Bleh!!! Thankfully Himangshu had the decency to get me a nice return ticket to Chennai. On a super-cool semi-sleeper Volvo. Lols, that must have burnt a huge hole in his pocket. Reached Chennai way late. Please pray that i get tickets for New Moon. please please pleaseeee....

Its already frigging 3a.m now. Need some sleep. First thing tomorrow morning, i have to get my tatkal tickets. Catch you later folks

Hakuna Matata

MDR| 21st Nov

2009-11-22T13:16:00.000+05:30

Morning Folks. Its been a lazy beginning. Woke up a whole lot later. Half the day is already gone. Have to be content with little hearts and britannia cake for breakfast :) Munching them now. Am in a very very good mood though. Manchester United crushed Everton yesterday.
3-0. Brilliant goals by Fletcher, Carrick and Valencia. Watch out Chelsea, here we come.

Yesterday was ok shokay. Day was boring. Full sunshine. No clouds in the sky. That meant it was bloody hot as hell. Better remain indoors..That's what i learnt here. Nothing to write anymore today. A slight nagging headache. Might update tomorrow. Life is boring like hell. A fellow blogger and friend says that my humour quotient has reduced drastically. *sigh*
Even i know that. Its hard to maintain that in every post.

Gotta go now. Bye

MDR| 20th Nov

2009-11-21T10:56:00.000+05:30

Good morning readers
Its 10.20 now and am ready to conquer the world. Oh i remember, the washing lady demanded her pay yesterday itself. She's gonna come today. *sigh*
Just when i get some money, out comes the wolves.

Nevertheless am in a pretty cheerful mood. The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, the owner is giving me weird looks, the dogs are fucking each other in the compound. Just another normal day. I need a pet. No not a dog. Have enough of those in here. I want a cat. A nice sweet cat that i would name 'Whiskers'. Now wouldn't that be cool??? I am having these regular headaches for about a week now. Migraine most probably. Hate to think of anything else. But its ok. It disappears with the morning sunshine. Counting the days till i go home. 14 days to go.

Anyways yesterday was pretty uneventful. No deaths reported in and around the area. Oh yes heard a great news. Kajal's getting married. o_O!!! Yep!! and most probably within this month! Hell!! she's even younger than me! Lols. Am so so happy. The PinK OrchiD gets married. Lol. Poor gal is so much in love that she can't wait anymore! Way to go Kaj!! I have to do wedding search here over in Chennai. She's getting married here i hope!

Anyways, the whole day i spent writing poems and playing in Facebook. Lunch was simply rice and chicken. Dinner was good though. Cheese pau-bhaji. :) Mom rang up and talked to her sweetly. She misses sis. hehe. Having to do every work alone in the house. Still that didn't stop her from saying her signature lines to me...
Mom - you want a new cell, don't you son??
Me - *smirks* ofcoz ma
Mom - a nice classy one right?
(now i guessed she was upto something)
Me - yeaaa
Mom - good. don't forget to cut your hair before you come!!

Lol. Typical mom! Talked to Camellia yesterday. She said my priorities have changed. Bleh! She's the one who's too busy! Am still the same. Anyways might go out somewhere today. If i manage to move my lazy bum! Forgot to thank Yellow Tulip for her awards. Thanks Gal. Am yet to put it up! Downloading Merlin season 2 now.

Today's Calvin and Hobbes quote of the day-
'Existence is not only temporary, its Pointless!'

See you around folks
Hakuna Matata

MDR| 19th Nov

2009-11-20T08:18:00.000+05:30

o_O!!!
whoa! nobody read me :(
mummy!!!

hehe...
I am happy in a weird way. No mobiles. Atleast it taught me how to use skype :)
morning folks. My roomie went for his exams. So here i am finally after checking on my farm, cafe, mafia, vampire wars, zoo, kickoff, street racing, mob wars, castle age and football premier league in FACEBOOK! yes i play too...
Been there, done that. Read the latest blogs. Commented too i guess! The morning starts now! Skies aren't that blue, dark mean clouds gathering overhead! Cmon! Never heard of chennai getting so much of rain! Damn you global warming!! No tea in the house. Coffee...nopes! Biscuit...nah! Fag...mebbe one left! Good enough for me!

So, yesterday was quite a normal day in FL's aam zindagi. Downloaded 2 episodes of heroes. Went to college to attend my last exam. It was quite good. The examiner made it a point to remind me that my hair was growing at a rather fast pace. Hah!! Jealous oaf! Leave my hair alone! i wanted to scream back! Its all i have got...ofcoz apart from my face :)
Yes, i am in love with myself. Who ain't? Skipped lunch. Though there was chicken in the mess hall and it was very tempting. I could see the chicken legs doing quite a dance in my head as if inviting me to gobble it up. But the fact that i had to wait two hours for that dismissed all romantic notions between me and those leg pieces. Had pau bhaji on my way back. Yummy!! This is the latest craze in me! Cheese pau-bhaji!! Way better than idli and zillions of light years better than the where-you-look-there-it-is pongal!!!

Roomie was still sleeping by the time i reached home. The other bloke was packing his bags. They are going home...one by one!! Holidays! And i have got two more weeks in this unpredictable weather here! Rang up mom! poor woman was all alone. Dad's in office and sis is in Delhi playing basketball! Medal chances are extremely rare looking at the sight and size of her mates! but hell! i am not the one playing this time! Cmon yo gal! Keep the family name alive!!
Grandpa - football
Dad - athletics, volleyball and badminton
Me - football, badminton and taek-won-do
Sis- basketball and athletics
A happy smiling family :)
Though am quite rusty now. Been a long time since i picked a badminton racquet. Taek-won-do is fine. Played for regional while i was in K.V. After coming to chennai...its all over.

Had chicken for dinner. Brought 2 kgs in the hope that yea we can finish it off. Somehow managed to gobble up half! lols. Maddy had vodka last night!! o_O
No, don't ask me! Ask her :)
By 10 pm, a slight headache that was being an irritation finally erupted like a volcano! So didn't stay awake till late. zzzzzzzzzzz....

Downloading Merlin now and listening to 'kaise bataye, kyu tujhko chahe, yaara bata na paaye.....' Love u Aatif for this :)

See you around folks
Hakuna Matata

P.S| err....no P.S

MDR| 18th Nov

2009-11-19T02:58:00.000+05:30

Tomorrow seems to be a pretty long time looking at my last post. Anyways better late than never. Atleast am here once again. These days following my last post were pretty boring, pathetic and awful. Boring coz i had nothing to do. Pathetic coz i didn't have net connection and awful because.... hell its always awful.

I don't remember when was the last time i so desperately wanted the year to end so that the new year atleast brings some good things/news/moments for me. If anyone of you wondered why i was so out of contact with you guys, not even a miscall or an occasional text, well that's because my cell got stolen. Oh yea! with it the cash from my wallet too. The bloody thief came right to my room, took the cell right from the side of the pillow where i put my head while sleeping and made merry with it! Unluckily in that process, my roomie's cell also got the same treatment. Two mobiles, gone! And next morning my wallet was found in our neighbor's porch whose house was also raided. So, basically they thought it was me! HAH!

Atleast that jerk had the decency to leave a 5 rupee note for my morning cup of tea. Hence i lost all my contact numbers. So if you good folks don't mind, kindly email me all your numbers. I would be eternally grateful. The only thing bright about last week was that atleast i got my net connection back. I missed my FARM! :)

What is it with me and crap? Somehow it follows me like my own shadow! Good times don't last long. I know that. But one good thing 'bout bad times is that even they don't last long. But honestly, i have had enough! Was supposed to be in Kolkata and Delhi in dec. looks like none of it is gonna materialise anytime soon. Mom rings up everyday in my landline and tries to console me for my loss. Hehe. who am i kidding? It was a 1500 bucks phone! Still i made it clear that by dec 10th, me gonna get a new high-end classy phone. Maybe an E71 or a Blackberry Curve! I wish Nokia released 7705 TWIST in India soon!
*sigh*

Anyways today was an ordinary day. I slept last night so much that i didn't feel like even sleeping till 10 in the morning. Had a whole packet of Little Hearts for breakfast. That's good stuff, you know. Better than cornflakes itself. Redecorated my farm a bit. Made that BonJovi 'its a nice day' logo with hay bales. Studied a bit. Have arrear papers mate!
My roomie wanted to go out in the evening. Suddenly he had this maniacal notion of having burgers else he will fall sick or something! Burgers! the thought of it makes my tummy grumble. So off we went. To the only place who can actually give KFC a run for their worth! The JUGHEAD JONES BURGER joint! Awesome burgers!!! Burp!!! Pit stopped at Cafe Coffee Day too for a Devils Own. Yummy!! :) :D

Alright, won't be writing bout the night. I studied that time. Yea you heard it right.
*wonders*
Well stop wondering! Have a paper tomorrow mateys. So, am off to sleep now! Till then, keep praying for a better day for me!

Hakuna Matata

P.S| looks like Gulabo misses MDR. I was about to postpone it for another day, you know! yea am a lazy bum. But can't disappoint my favorite blogger na! Come soon, Rose!

M-nsD-R| return of a messed up MDR

2009-11-08T01:13:00.000+05:30

The return of a messed up life. Mess-me-chaos-me-mishap-me all are bloody joined together like a infinte carbon bond or something like that.

For starter's, lets make one thing clear. I got sem-drop! Translation- college didn't allow me to sit for my semester examinations. Reason- abysmal attendance! I know its my fault. But its too late do anything right now. All i can do is clear my arrears now and within this year, clear the remaining papers. Yea i know...tons of pressure. And this is just one of those things on the surface! Love life's been a rocky road. No we are not breaking up. Ever. But the fights have become more frequent and sporadic.... not technically fights, more like skirmishes.
Things with close friends are also a thing to ponder about. Recently had a so-called skirmish with Camellia. Dang! Fervently waiting for the year to end.

The times are trying me and through this trial i will emerge victorious. Victory belongs to those who believe in it the most. And the longest. And when the grey turns to white i will personally shut those mouths up who dared to doubt me!
And also those who doesn't have faith in me or my heart. Coz i have managed to tame my heart. It beats as one with another. All i can hope is that heart keeps its faith in mine.

Anyways, i am back to the Writer's Lounge. Changed both my blog templates. Cheered for India except for the last ODI where i practically wanted to murder Jadeja and Nehra. Its raining in chennai. Non-stop since the last week. I am loving it :)

Watched Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani. I loved it. Paisa Vasool atleast. Katrina Kaif is Bollywood's reply to Megan Fox. Gotta go. Downloading Smallville season 9. Its a killer season this time! Clark Kent finally embracing his destiny. Got interviewed by Radio One :)
Am all smiles! Got the new orkut invite too...waiting for the wave invite now.

Catch you all tomorrow. MDR is back. Unfortunately

P.S| did my followers just decrease or am i being paranoid?

M-nsD-R| Broke as always

2009-10-26T21:12:00.000+05:30

Damn i miss this place and i miss you folks. 2 more fucking weeks and am back here. Enough of hibernation. I want out! Frigging sems start from 2nd Nov. I dunno if i will be allowed to sit, coz my attendance is pretty fucking low. Life's pretty much hyper fucked up.

Came online after about two weeks. A lot has changed in the blog world. Gosh, TWL looks alien. Loads of newcomers, where the heck are the oldies.... Am yet to follow Rashi, Kaka, Heena and Pratsie's blog. Yet to make resolutions for the coming month. Yet to save some frigging money instead of wasting it around on beer and KFC. Yet to buy a couple of novels. Right now, i just wanna go someplace alone. Days are passed sleeping till 4 in the evening, then turning on the tv and watching some old fucking flicks.

Read Chetan Bhagat's '2 states'. A helluva book. Punjabi aur Tamilian's ki maa-behen ek kar di. Forgive my writing. Its not meant to offend people. But it did bring out the pro's and cons of different community's. Living in Chennai, i know! Oh, i know! Do anyone watch 'Dance Premier League'? Fuck..what the heck is that? Rip off of 'So you think you can dance?' Extremely pathetic India!

My lappy is working for a trial of 30 days. :P
Something like Windows Vista Ultimate Fatality 64! Dang! i need WINDOWS 7
I am missing out Smallville real bad. Nearly all my friends overtook me in FB games. Oh i will take revenge. Sweet revenge. Number one on the list - ESTHER!

Rose manages to surprise me once in a while by suddenly smsing. And then just like that, she vanishes again. God, if i meet her, i will hang her upside down! Hey, how was Diwali?
I had fun...will upload pics in a couple of weeks. Watched BLUE. Fucking worst movie of the year.
Anyways, signing off now....will write soon folks. Hope to return with a new blog look.
Staying at bro's place for a couple of days. Booze, bhabi ke haath ka khana...aah bliss..

Love you loads,
(no am not GAY)

regards,
FL

My not-so-Daily Ramblings

2009-10-10T22:14:00.000+05:30

The days of my life are zipping past me at such an unnatural pace that it has become quite impossible to stand up on my own legs oncee i have buckled down. No matter the immense support that i can feel all around, sometimes i have to do things alone.

A lonely loner alone.

Mistakes of my past are catcvhing up to me and i can only postpone the inevitable as much as i can. Before long i will be overwhelmed and when that day, that moment announces its arrival i will make sure i don't drag anybody along with me. It has been nearly a month now since the time i last came online and it might well be another 2-3 months before i grace the blogworld again. Blame it on the pressures that threaten to engulf me or blame it on me for not taking care of issues i should have dealt with long ago.

Somebody asked me not long back....how serious was i regarding my future. 3 years back, i would have been scratching my head or trying to avoid the question. Today... i still try to avoid the question, but my mind is made up about the next step. And when the next question is what have i done towards it.... i just clamp up! I mean how do i answer that? I have sown the seeds, i am monitoring it....just give it time....it will reap. That is all i ask.

Camellia... of all people, blasted me for being so insensitive towards my life, my fucking future. I can't shout back at her. She wouldn't understand unless she was in my shoes. Some people might wonder what kick i get out of whining about my problems in something so public as a blog. To them i would just say, am not here to find solutions. This is my own space and my life has always been an open book.

50 years down the line, if i still manage to wake up every morning, it would be a helluva experience reliving my wonder years through this blog. By laughing at my own pathetic writing or by threating to tear off my hair by reading those non-sensical suicide posts (as Abby and Nusrath says) or even maybe by teaching my grandkids (if that is entirely possible) about how i stood up every time i fell.

LIFE is one bloody expensive ticket to VEGAS. You buy it, you get burned. You don't, you miss out the fun.

There is a consequence for every action. The only way to live through that is to accept it and not look back. Coz when the night fades, dawn beckons...

FL

MDR| 15th Sept

2009-09-16T02:53:00.000+05:30

@#$%^&*(*^%#%&()

Grrrrr.... Federer lost to Del Potro. I mean c'mon man! I waste my sleep to watch the whole four sets and see both of them rallying and smashing backhands,forehands, dropshots, aces for every single point. And in the last set, the FED EX just gives up! Del Potro was too confident after his satisfying win over Nadal. I hate Rafael...so no issues with that. I guess the wind was on his sails that led him to victory in the finals. It spoilt the whole jubiliant mood i was in after watching India screw Sri Lanka in the finals! It was already 4 in the morning after the US Open was over and i had no mood to sleep. Just wanted to murder someone.

More bad news... Smallville ain't aired yet! the next episode of 'So you think you can Dance' not out yet! I checked uTorrent. True Blood was atleast done. Watched Season 1 for the first time and was hooked to it. Vampires, drugs, sex and the old shitty-love amongst it. What else do we need? Rang Maddy up at 7.20 to wake her up for college. By 8, i seriously knew i had to get some serious sleep.

zzzzzzzzz...........

I woke up to find Bhabi waking me up gently. Its 5 in the evening. What the fuck! Wasted the bloody morning. My first worry was that my crops withered in Farmville (facebook), second worry was that i didn't talk to Mom for the last two days and saw her 6 miscalls in my cell. Third worry.... fuck the third. I just woke up. I will be damned if i think more. Had tea and a fag to soothe my mind. Bro was using my lappy. I knew it will be a long time before i get it. But he passed it to me soon enough.

Hallelujah! where are the miracles when you truly need them? Oh yea... i had two FastTrack discount coupons i got while registering for ROADIES (yea yea, you don't have to roll your eyes). I didn't want to buy anything (wallet empty), so i just passed it to bro and bhabi. We went out and they got two awesome shades. Its ok, am not Jealous coz i kinda have some good vibes here. Kinda have the feeling that they might let me sport those shades sometimes...hehe

Went to the airport to pick Deemps up.

Those of you who don't know Deemps, well she is bhabi's younger sis....stays with us....i meant with them. She just returned after about two months from Home. Reached home by 10..had wine and Feni (from GOA), played UNO in facebook....then....had dinner...

Listening to Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis now. Sometimes i am too lazy to update this blog though i really love writing here. Abby's comment in the previous post really revved me up...hehe...

Its been a long time since i wrote anything constructive. Am sorry if i haven't been commenting on your posts. I have been reading them, though not so regularly..Sorry for that. Gimme a few more days to bring my life into a steady orbit. Just have a lot on my hands.

Damn i miss you Gulabo....

I want my co-author back!!!!

I wanna whine! I need a haircut, though am looking super hot in this style. I need to pee. I am hungry. I am drunk. I wanna marry Bella Swann. My bloody lappy is more fucked up than me. Why is the letter qqqQQ shaking? There's something solid stuck under it apart from the frigging ants who has made up permanent residence all over my lappy.

*sigh*

Love you folks, hey my followers reached 30. Yays... i was hoping to reach 30 by the end of this year...lols...

Thanx a ton mates for following my shitty life.

@ ABBY- Tomorrow did come....albeit a bit late :P

Music Track Changed to 'I gotta feeling' by the B.E.P

See you around..

Update

2009-09-12T23:24:00.000+05:30

Oops...
Looks like this blog is not gonna end so soon
MDR returns tomorrow.

P.S| SNF will be back from either today or next week.
The guest author is Shruti a.k.a S N of the wonderful blog called Lost in Translation

MDR| the end of an era

2009-09-09T20:11:00.000+05:30

This may very well be the last post of mine in this blog. Or it may not be. But for the first time the chances of the blog being closed is paramount. My life... i have seen a lot in these last 22 years, gone through a lot, enjoyed a lot, lived my life fully. But the only thing that was constant in my life for the last 5 years is no more.

Amidst this spiraling orbit of mine, Maddy has been only constant one in my life. I have seen people come and go, tragedies pass and come, love shared and lost and in all those times she has been like a shadow. Always by my side, comforting me at times, fighting with me at other times. But always together. We always had this knowledge that we can never be separated, never be apart. And then last night, we broke up.
Yes we talked about breaking up before, millions of times before. But somewhere in our heart's we always knew that it wasn't supposed to be. But why doesn't it feel the same this time?? This time it feels its over. Really over. And that thought is terrifying.

When i met her 5 years ago, i had no idea that she would be the one i would eventually fall for. I was just ditched by my ex for some other guy that time. I tried everything. It didn't work out. Maybe i should have tried more. But i don't regret it anymore. I met Maddy. Its been more than 3 and a half years now that we have been a couple. 18th Jan,2006.... Maddy finally said YES to me! And since then, we have passed every obstacle together. Today, without her, i don't feel like living anymore. She has moved on. She can live without me, she made that clear. But me? I have already given my heart to her. Its for her to care for it or squish it. But one thing is clear as crystal to me, it won't belong to anyone else. I have lived my share of life. This second break-up is the last.

Its her birthday in a few days. 18th sept. We would have completed 3 years and 8 months by then. I will keep trying till her bday. I don't think she would want me anywhere near her that day, but i will try i know that. I can only sacrifice some things. I can't give up the world. I am, after all a human. The price of being in love is sometimes so high that it forces you to stay between a rock and a hard place. I may not be the best guy out there for her, but i have loved her more than the bestest guy. Sometimes that's not enough. I don't blame her. I blame myself for being me.

I doubt i would survive this.

Anyways folks, this blog won't be updated anymore. Not until she is back or not until a long time. I thank you all for following my shitty life till now.

Until the miracle happens,
its FREELANCER a.k.a Mridu
wishing you an awesome life ahead...

Love you loads friends...

MDR| 7th Sept

2009-09-08T16:55:00.000+05:30

A very good morning people
The Sun is way up in the sky and it definitely has fever. I can feel the heat even here in Chennai. Days are dragging on very slowly man! Need an adrenaline rush. Nothing exciting ever happens in this god-forsaken place. Money is slowly dwindling from my wallet.

Anyways i have been trying out new poetry forms after a long hiatus. The iambic meter screwed my head until i finally figured it out. Hats off to Shakespeare for using this stuff. I so hate you! Read in Kajal's blog that someone was stealing her poems. Bloody Losers! Can't even write one and here they come to steal. Faggots! Reminded me that i had to copyright mine.

I think Rose has left this blog for good. Its just me and my crap now. No official announcement yet. I just hope that announcement never comes. She is an awesome blogger and an awesome friend though sometimes i have to wait for months to hear a word from her. Grrrr. Esther has challenged me openly in Farmville. hehe. I accepted. Baap se panga legi bachhi!!! And what happened to ANGIE's Rehab Reject? Man i miss her spicy life! All good blogs get deleted one way or the other. First it was dear ol' PINK ORCHID, now REHAB REJECT. hehe...mine will always be here. Bear it buddies :P

7th Sept
Maddy tried waking me up early in the morning. She had to go shopping. God knows how she restrained herself from kicking my balls. By the time we woke up it was too late to go shopping. She had to return back soon. Bro prepared breakfast. Bread and scrambled eggs and cold coffee. He is definitely learning.
By 11, i went and dropped Maddy to the bus-stand. We still were not on perfect talking terms. She left, i returned back. Fought over the cellphone then patched up again. Slept till 5, then remembered that i had to wash my clothes! Mummy! they were in surf for two days. lols! By 6 i was free. Bhabi went to parlor while i went in search of samosa.

I learnt one thing today. Never trust your friends to come to your aid in Mafia Wars when you are fighting with a girl! bloody hell. I lost within a couple of eye-blinks. Grrr...
Night was peaceful. Except for a couple of mosquitoes who made the mistake of thinking that my blood was nectar to them. Splat Splat! That was the end of the dynamic duo. :P
Dinner was good. I was pretty hungry and hogged like a pig.

Right now, am feverishly waiting for Smallville's new season opening. Just one more day to go. *fingers crossed*
I love Louis Lane

Until the next time,
its FL signing off

MDR| 5th Sept

2009-09-06T23:08:00.003+05:30

Teacher's Day!
Yes! I remember when i was young i used to wait for this day. Buy cards for Teacher's, take part in the festivities. Life was fun when we were kids.

Present Day
Mahasweta rang me up and reminded me it's Teacher's Day. She wanted our Princi's number, which i somehow managed to lose. Still i had one of our ex-english ma'am's number. So rang her up and wished those around her. See i am a good dude. And still quite popular in my old school. :)

So the plan made last night to go to Pondicherry finally surface, though a bit late than proposed. We were ready by 10...reached CMBT by 12 :P
It was a horrible bus journey. Bro and Bhabi sat cuddled in each other's arms and i had to sit with a taklu ass who had problems sleeping in the seat. Plus i had the seat just behind the driver. It was sheer torture. He was driving at about 20 km/hr on the highway. I tried to look at the speedometer but nothing seemed to be working at the panel. Just one of those days where you know you just have to grind your teeth and bear it. Halfway down the journey, a chap came and sat near the engine part of the bus. And thus started his conversations with the driver. The speed plummeted from 20 to 10km/hr.

We reached there by 3. I love Pondicherry. Its a helluva place. Had lunch in Le Club..some grilled pork toast and beer. Yumm!! Alcohol is damn cheap over there. After lunch headed to another bar. I made my way to pick up Maddy. Got some roses and waited at her bus-stop to surprise her. Got a shock instead. She reached home earlier that day and rang up bro to ask him of my whereabouts. AND there ol' bro told her i was in Pondicherry!!!
Lols. So we met and then went to the beach where bro and bhabi were waiting/drinking. :P

Sizzler's!! Yum!!! Had beef sizzler for dinner. (You must have guessed till now that i eat anything related to meat :P) Me and Bro had beef, maddy and her roomies had chicken while bhabi had chicken. it was sizzler all the way! Made our way to the bus stand and finally got a bus by 9. Maddy was pissed at me for some reason. I was allowed to suffer in silence!
*sigh*
Aarthi was on her way to Dilli. So rang her up before sleeping off.

Its nearly midnight now. Had a pretty strenuous day. :P :D
Talked to Rose...after so many months. Am HAPPY!!!!

Love you all

MDR| 3rd Sept

2009-09-05T00:46:00.000+05:30

Am back.... atleast for a few more days. Abby finally managed to move my lazy fingers and type something over here. So the whole month of August is over. I was seldom here. Too lazy to type. Absent from TWL for about a month now. I wonder why they haven't kicked me out already. Alright here's the deal. I was hit by the flu bug again....not the swine one... but the regular random flu that manages to glue itself to me nearly all the year round. Plus i was outta station for the last part of the month. Hence...no updates.. :P

As you all know... my college declared holidays! Am still celebrating...no waking up early mornings, no sleeping in classes and sweating out to the mess hall....no this, no that. My roomie left for home and i was stuck with the other two psycho's. So i happily packed up my bags and headed to Bro's place....much to his dismay/delight...lol.

3rd Sept
Bloody boring day. An apt description. I woke up way past 2p.m. Bro was already online playing mafia wars. He crossed me while i was out of station. Grrrr. We have this race to use the lappy. Whoever wakes up first, uses the lappy first. :P
Though its my lappy, it's his place. So my tiny advantage doesn't hold over here. And i can't even whine! :(
And thus i waited and waited for my frigging time. He was lucky bhabi went to work. Else she would have let me have my way! My chweeet bhabi. haha! So bhai had all the fun while she was not present.

My stomach grumbled sometime soon. Bhabi returned by 5. And i went in search of dosa :P
The clouds that gathered couldn't control themselves and thus they pissed. As i came out of the atm, i was stuck. It was a bloody downpour that showed no signs of receding. The street dhabas that mae dosas closed shop by the time i reached and i had to return with a frigging bread! Curse you clouds!!! Bhabi was tired...so for a change bro cooked. Scrambled eggs. Not that hard, but quite an achievement considering it was my bro who was cooking. (he made it clear to me btw that he was going to report my blog as spam). Lols.

And before i knew it they went to their room and slept off. And man they slept!! Didn't see their faces again till today morning. hehe. (i doubt about the only sleeping part. :P)
I was online in FB chatting happily with Esther and others and playing the silly games that i am hooked to. Aarthi rang up. She was coming to Chennai. By the time it was midnight, i was hungry again. Cooked Top Ramen (all by myself) and the slept off after taking care of my farm in FB.

Hmmm...that's it i guess. Still a bit rusty, after all these gaps. So until the next time....its me signing off...now you can go read other blogs. My blog isn't that addictive :P
Having beer now btw. Bhabi and Bro has off-day tomorrow. Planning to go to Pondicherry tomorrow. Lets see, if the plans made while drunk actually surfaces. :P

See you tomorrow. Somebody remind me to update if you actually miss me... hehe...
Love ye loads.
FL

Sayonara

MDR| 18th August

2009-08-19T17:23:00.004+05:30

Evening folks
Yes i know. I am not at all punctual.....3 days have passed and yet no updates. Punctuality is not in my blood, except for the time when i was in NCC. hehe. So in these couple of days....bro kicked me out :(
Am back to my room where there is no frigging net connection. My laptop is screwed royally. The speakers are gone, ants come out of the keyboard...the control button doesn't work, hence can't maximise the volume in vlc. The left mouse button.....gone gone gone.... battery doesn't work. Whenever there is a powercut, POOF!!! One moment am farming in Facebook, the next moment a blank screen stares back at me! And yea...i sometimes find an occasional ant walking on the screen.....from the inside....
*sigh*

Swine flu threat still on. Chennai weather have turned from hot to wet to downright irritating. Rain Rain go away, come again another day....its not a downpour, neither a drizzle...its IRRITATING!!!! I keep my hair pretty long now....looks kinda sexy :P
Yes! Manchester United won!! Hey ABBY...if you are reading this...what happened to your LIVERfools??? Got creamed??? haha.... Joined NFC Manager and started playing. Hail UNITED!
Got three of my exam results....barely passed in Machining Tools. got 18 outta 40. Well did just 2 questions of 10 marks each....how much do you expect? Managed 27 in Plastics and whateva and scored 30 in D.O.M. I know, nothing earth-shateering, but i was actually surprised i got less....than expected!

Anyways, 18th August
Completed 3 years and 7 months of commitment...hehe...i know its an achievement!! Went to college and there was good news....college announced holidays for all 3rd years from 22nd of August till October 4th!! Now beat that!
1 and a half months!! whoopee! Did i ever mention in my blog how much i love my college....hehe. Well exactly for reasons like this! Sometimes they even surprise themselves. Nobody wanted to study that day. So we just kept chatting and made plans to give Raghav GPL tomorrow. Its his birthday. psssst!

Lunch was awesome!! Chicken!! i love college lunch except on Wednesdays and Fridays.... Now my cell was fried from a couple of days...so went to Wavetel and got a new one. Its damn cheap and damn sexy! The only extra thing was that it came with a radio! Tamil songs! God save me...there ain't a single hindi radio channel in Chennai! Reached home.....bathed...yea its a must these days.... then me and my roomie decided to go to Spencer Plaza. Ate in KFC....as usual, roamed around. Bloody fucker had exams, still he was roaming around...hehe....Reached home late, was still ga-ga over my new cell....burnt a hole in my already holed pocket! Cost me just 1800 bucks....lols...Sony Ericsson rocks....so you can see my pathetic financial condition. Interested friends can please leav a comment if they want to help by donating money to feed a hungry mouth (me). I will give my account number in my next post. :P

Looking forward for the hols....where do i go?? Dilli, Kolkata, Bang??
Erm...we will see
Till then,
Sayonara

P.S Abby, if you are selling that nokia E50 or whatever...the joystick one...lemme know asap. Note: bhai ke liye price kam kar dena :P

MDR| 15th August

2009-08-16T11:55:00.002+05:30

Saare Jahan se Achha

Hindustan Hamara......

So true.... India completes its 62 years of independence! It ought to make any Indian proud. Certainly makes me. Listening to A.R Rahman's 'Maa tujhe salam' gives me the goosebumps. It rained a lot on the eve of Independence Day. By the time i woke up, the roads were clear of dirt, the air purified, the sky overcast, the weather romantic....

A fitting day for Independence!

So...woke up early...had plans for the morning...shaved, brushed, showered. Ruffled my Kaminey-style hair...hehe....checked myself a zillion times in the mirror....oh am in LOVE with myself! Weird...i know!!! Today Bhumi celebrated its 3rd birthday. So had to be present there. THose of you who don't know about Bhumi...lemme clarify. Its an NGO. Their theme...'change today, change tomorrow'. And am a part of it. Part of M.A.D, which in turn is a project of Bhumi.

Reached the address by 8.30 and preparations were already under way. Tri-color balloons were everywhere. It was huge, it was awesome, it was simply fantabulous. Played games, sang and dance, clicked zillions of pics, made new friends....it was a day to remember.

And so, Independence Day celebrations went on and on.... By 2p.m it was over...had a good lunch, courtesy of them. By 3 i was back home....bro was awake, which was actually a surprise! Bhabi was at work... Maddy was not talking with me! Mom was ballistic that i went to the movie last night despite the swine flu threat! I gave up...i can't make that woman understand.

Sis was being sis.....wacky and being a jerk! She's got a boifriend! Man, hats off to her guts!

Anyways, enough talking of my sis. Am not promoting her here again :P

Bro was offline playing games...so i just slept!!! And when i woke up it was midnight. There were about 20 miscalls in my cell. 15 of them were Maddy's. MADDY!!! she finally rang me. Yipee. Bhabi was back.....had top ramen for dinner. Talked with Maddy for an hour...everything's fine in loveland. Slept off early again

I know....today was boring...atleast since the evening. Man i need some excitement! Maybe tomorrow something will happen. I need a solar eclipse. Wanna be Peter Petrelli!!!

Signing off now...tada

Love you all....

thanx for being loyal

*sob sob*

MDR| 14th August

2009-08-15T05:59:00.004+05:30

Morning fellas,

Yesterday was a frigging good day. Atleast till the night. After that it just spiralled into chaos!

Anyways it was Janmastami. Nothing to celebrate about in Chennai though! This place ain't Mumbai at all. The day started just like it always starts...the sun rose, the moon left.....the bloody dogs started barking and i woke up earlier than usual on a holiday!

Woke up Maddy at 7. She was actually surprised to hear that i was awake just to wake her up! Sensible and thoughtful boifriend, that's what i told her. But i thought i heard a snicker somewhere on the other end! Now since that i already woke up, i started writing MDR. Something which i so inconspiously managed to put off for a long long time! And read all the pending blogs that i missed. Sowie not all...some are still left to catch up with. Talked with Maddy while she was getting ready. Poor dahling forgot the fact that we fought the last night and she frigging banned me from ringing her up for a couple of days. Hehe, early-morning-wake-up syndrome! In short, Ghajni effect!

Spent the whole day till noon playing in Facebook. Ooh i loooove farming! heehee. Me and Bro has this kind of rivalry about who is the better player in facebook. So we play the same games and try as hard as possible to screw the other up! He is basically ahead of me in 2 of the games that we play and that's only because he started playing a couple of days before me! But that doesn't stop that git from showing off...lols

How do you feel when a close friend says they are moving on with their lives, but feels like i am not a part of it anymore. Hurts? You bet it does! I realise i may have not been the best friend anyone can have. I am also human. Imperfect. But in this imperfect human lies a heart which loves and care for you all as perfectly as it would allow.

*sigh*

Anyways chuck it!

Received an email from Vaishnavi 'bout the MAD scheduling. Yays! i will be in T.Nagar! Rang her up and asked her what was i supossed to do now! Poor gal was probably busy, but still she managed to rein in my hyper active energy and explain it to me! Its a good thing she doesn't know i blog...hehe... Also there was an invitation as MAD turns 3 on Aug 15th. Yipee!!!

Had noodles for lunch. Searched for Kaminey tickets via the net. But as usual Sathyam was more than housefull and judging by the looks of it, it was going to be like that for another couple of days. INOX web wasn't working. So i just prayed a silent prayer to God and Goddessess and hoped that the swine flu panic would do its magic! Reached Inox by 6 and went to the counter. Night show full, Evening show fast filling! Fast filling!!!!!!! By the time we reached to the front of the queue just 5 tickets remained! Finally!!! Got the best seats!!! 3rd row from the top with oodles of leg space!!!! Went to Landmark before the movie started and went book hunting! Got a Terry Goodkind hardback novel for just 99 bucks!! Yes!!! I looooVe super sale!

Got popcorn and coke and iced tea! The food in Inox sucks! Bloody looters! Since we sat in the C-row,

bro was like....'atleast we got something in common with the movie'

Bhabi- 'huh? what?'

Bro- 'Shahid's name is Charlie' :|

Bhabi was completely clueless...hell anyone would be at that time!

Bhabi- 'Duh!!! So???'

Bro- 'C-row....C.....Charlie...innit?' :D

lols.....bhabi looked at me and we laughed our asses off! He got pissed...lols...Made a face just like a kid makes when he gets spanked!!! hehe. I told him this was coming in my blog...lol.... he just grrrd.....hehe. Anyways, the movie started. Verdict- Fuperb Movie!!! One of the bestest acting by Priyanka.... She is back in my top actress list!! Fhahid was as ufual fabulous! But Pri...dear lord, i loved her! I loved the song, FATAK tooooo.....

The dialogues cracked me up! 'Fabere fabere, uus kamine ka fakal.....' lols....

classy stuff. One of the best movies this year!

Anyways, movie over.....went to KFC :D

Maddy was completely pissed at me for some reasons.... Rough weather looked imminent ahead in lovelife! Hafta charm her again... will be a helluva job. But then i didn't fall for her years back...just to give up. :D

Reached home...tweeted to Priyanka Chopra asap....hehe....and slept!

Untill the next time.....

its FL figning off...

Fayonara :D

P.S| 1) Kaj.... the hug thingy you mentioned didn't work :(

2) S.N.F and A.L.L.L will be back in full swing from next week :)

MDR| 13th August

2009-08-14T06:35:00.006+05:30

This has to be the one of the most irregular blogs :P

*sigh*

I don't know why i am not updating anything. When i started blogging, i used to write every damn single day. Looks like the blogging fever is over. I miss writing here, because i enjoyed writing in this blog. I still don't think its time to send this blog to the depths of Davy Jones's locker. No, i still wanna write. Help!

Its not that i don't have time....i can squarely blame my absense here to the exams that's going on and to the more recent swine flu. But then i would be fooling myself! Hell i have time to come to facebook and play those addictive games, but not for my own blogs!! TWL is also in hibernation mode! Rose...where are ye???

The last few days...or weeks...have been boring, exciting, everything. My mid sems started and yea...i aced them! Gave my birthday treat to Raghav and Swati after trying very hard to postpone it indefinitely...hehe.....

My mobile got screwed. I can't read msgs nor can i send them. The only thing i could do was recieve and dial! In one month, Nokia became the worst brand for me! Got inducted officially in MAD......finally! Yay!!! Swine Flu on the rampage in Chennai and so am on the run.... Anyways i don't have internet connection in my room. Its my fault, didn't pay the bill in time and now it has increased to a mammoth total! But i promise, i will write atleast 4 days a week..... kindly tolerate me as always. hehe.

Okays, completed 3 months in the blogging world on 1st of this month. Yipee! Was looking forward for this month coz Pratsie and Rashi were supposed to come to Chennai!! but then, i counted the chickens too early before they were hatched and *sob sob*, they won't be able to make it! So the only thing good about this month is INDEPENDENCE DAY! Yea yea..am committed....so no independence for me....but still i got holidays!!

13th Aug| today is the birthday of my favorite gal....my closest, my life support, my partner-in-crime, my dil-ka-tukda.....the only gal other than Maddy who has full access to my heart, CAMELIA! No we aren't lovers...we don't need to be also, coz we love each other in such a way that even lovers feel inferior. And Maddy, don't be J please...after all, you know us! :P

Anyways its her birthday, wished her early midnight....talked all rubbish, made plans for her marriage....hehe

Woke up at 6.45 coz i had to wake up Maddy by 7. When she was finally awake and off to coll, i slept again....hehe...Have holidays till Sunday, so am so jobless that the only thing i could do properly was sleep! Anyways, by 11 i decided to go and haunt Bro again. Packed my bag, searched for my Provogue shirt...hehe...searched for my white cargo. I knew Mom packed it somewhere in my suitcase....i didnt even take it out of there for 2 months now! Anyways i looked cool, in black and white with my ruffled long hair.....could see those neighbors burning in jealous rage....lols..

Went to the atm and checked my balance! 400 bucks! I counted the number of days left in this month! Its time to give Mom another anxiety attack! When i reached, bro was asleep!! Had to ring him a up a dozen times before he finally awoke! I slept again. :P

Woke up by 8 in the evening....yea i slept that long!!! Bhabi still wasn't home. I miss her...i adore her so much. She is way better than bro!! hehe... i am just waiting for him to read this. He's gonna kick my balls for sure! Went through the old school and college photos and became nostalgic. I miss you buddies....a lot.

Started downloading Le Femme Nikita (season 1). Watched Mujhe iss Jungle se Bachao....weird show. Nothing compared to the original! i hate Mika! Mom rang me up and started asking about my health. She is worried about Swine Flu cases in Chennai. I told her a man died 5 kms away from my place (which is true) and she completely lost it! hehe....mom's are like this! Bhabi reached by 10, we sat down for dinner. It was complete veg. Don't know how i eat veg when am at her place. Whatever she cooks, you bet it will be awesome! Twitted at night, Priyanka Chopra replied to me! Yays!!!

Don't know where my co-author is! That gal ain't even picking my call for more than a month now!

Anyways signing off now, wrote quite a lot of nonsense...

P.S| 1) Happy birthday Cam!

and yes, keep reading please

2) wrote the last post long time back...but forgot to publish. So read the previous post too if you didn't read it already!